A letter from November 3rd, 2024

Dear Future Tyson,
well, for starters you made it to see 19, hopefully you make it to see 20. Taylor had her baby, little victor. she's a Christian now, so is Koen, it was Koen's idea. koen now say he doesn't believe in **** even though he used to be bi-romantic. I call ********. Taylor's showing signs of homophobia and transphobia now that she's a Christian, and I'm terrified. I'm loosing my sister, I've practically already lost William. I've lost grandma, grandpa, dad, I can't loose more family.
I'm still with Walmart, almost 7 months now, I'm trying to transfer departments, but it's hard because they can't find any closers to replace me. 
Gail married grandpa on my birthday, and she's been getting rid of all of grandmas things, which pisses me off, because she's already out her ugly *** dinosaur at the front of the house infront of the door. I just had to go this morning and grab a bunch of things before Gail throws grandmas things away. I miss grandma a lot, I miss her so so much. 
Holidays are so awkward now, we don't have thanksgiving together anymore. Gail keeps saying "our house is yours" and "stop by for dinner or dessert sometimes", and all I can imagine is just punching her in the face. why should she be the one telling us that. I don't want to hear her say "I love you," because she doesn't, she loves my grandpas money, she doesn't know jack-**** about me and she doesn't want to either because she never listens to me.