A letter from Oct 26, 2024

Happy Anniversary, Hon. Hindi man tayo, but I wanna celebrate the day that we first met. Grasyaa, kamusta ka naman po?? I hope you're doing great as always, and still the same strong independent woman that I love. I hope na ur still strong as always and I wish that maabot mo dreams mo!!! Sana nasa tabi mo pa rin ako by this time, and I still love you as always. I hope na we're okay and more closer, more open, and totoo sa isa't isa. You may not reciprocate my feelings, I will still love and choose you. Sa love naman, hindi kailangan ireciprocate palagi. Kaya take your time, because I will wait for you. I know na mahirap magtiwala na mangyayari lahat ng ito in the next years, pero I promise na susubukan ko. I see my future with you, and I wanna build my future with you. I want to experience the present with you, and overcome the struggles with you. I want to make my past memorable with you, and I want to remember those past memories with you. In short, I want it to be you. You make me experience and learn new things in life. Kahit nga etong future me na letter sayo ko rin nakuha HAHAHA. I want to learn and experience more things with you, can you please spoil me with that hon? You came at the time kung kelan lowest ako, and I promise sobrang thankful ako. Yung lowest days ko napalitan ng saya. I enjoy talking to you ever since nung una palang tayo nagkita, I will never regret na lumapit ako at nakisama sa usap nyo. Those long hours of talking sa quantum, sa cyberzone, sa labas ng sm, sa school at sa robinson. Those memorable things na mga nagawa natin such as maple walk natin, gala with ellaine nung umiyak siya, movie sa bahay namin, movie nights natin specially the before trilogy, the games na mga nilaro natin, bonding with ur circle and many more. Sana mas marami pa tayong magawang memories, and I hope natuloy manila trip natin HAHAHHA. I am really looking forward matuloy yun kasi first time ko gumala dun sa intramuros and museum, I want to make my first times with you. Of course dapat it go both ways, so don't be shy if you want to experience or do something ha? Always remember na I will be there for you kahit sa saddest days mo, I want to support you. I'll be your number 1 supporter kahit hindi ka idol HAHAHHA pero don't worry maganda at cute ka naman. Kahit na binibiro biro kita na pangit ka, I mean it when I say you're cute and beautiful. Sinasabi ko lang na pangit ka para hindi ka maumay kapag sinabi ko laging maganda ka, at syempre kasi gusto kitang bullyhin hehehe. You really are beautiful, specially kapag yung hair mo nakalugay. ****, nanghihina talaga ako HAHAHA. Gandang ganda ako sayo promise, iba ang dating mo talaga sakin kapag nakalugay ka. Kapag naman nakaclamp, mas lumalabas cuteness mo. Lalo na kapag ngumingiti ka, napapatitig nalang ako sayo and gusto kona kurutin pisgne mo HAHAHA. You really are adorable and cute, that's one of the things that I love about you. But honestly, hindi ko talaga alam ang totoong rason kung bakit kita nagustuhan. Bigla ko nalang siya nafeel na para bang natatae na ako HAHAHA. Kidding aside, I can't find a reason kung bakit nagustuhan kita. But when I happen to know you more, I got to love you more. Specially how you handle house chores and situations in a mature way, the way you choose and make time for others. The way you comfort other people whenever they're sad, the way that you always put them first. The way that you always listen to others when they're opening up, specially sa mga anak anakan mo. The way you respect the elders and teachers at iba pang bagay, specially my parents. Lalo na yung galang mo kay lola, that really turns me on. It's really a big turn on for me kapag mataas respeto sa pamilya ko. Specially sa kapatid ko, iba ang closeness nyo. Nung una pa lang sabi na magugustuhan niya, turns out mas nagustuhan ka niya kesa sa iniisip ko HAHAHA to the point na inaagaw kana niya sakin. I also love your personality, actually no. I love everything about you, even the tiniest bit ng ugali mo HAHAHA. I will also love your bad side, hindi naman mawawala yun. Kaya okay lang kahit hindi mo itago, just be true to yourself. I will also love that because that's part of you, and because that's you. I hope we will and we already created more happy and memorable memories together. I will always look forward to know more about you, because I want to be with you. Sana ikaw na talaga, lagi kong hihilingin yan. You've already met my standards, actually nalagpasan mo pa HAHAHA. I will do everything I could to support you, and I promise na iiwasan kong masaktan ka. We just talked about that it's normal to get hurt sa relationship, but I still want to avoid hurting you. Don't surrender and let's fight together against the struggles that we will come across our lives. I will always be by your side, so don't afraid to be vulnerable with me. You can be soft with me, or even clingy. I'll be your stuff toy whenever you want a hug from someone, so don't be afraid to tell me everything. I'll be someone that you can tell everything you have in your mind, whether it is happy or not. You can always vent in me, tell me everything that you hate. You can also celebrate everything with me, even if it's just small and shouldn't be happy. We can celebrate everything just tell me, okay? So don't be afraid, because I will always be by yourside. Don't afraid to call or text me anytime, I will always have a time for you. I will always love you, and trust me I already do. Love na love kita, hon. It's okay if you can't trust me, I will always understand you. Galingan mo and abutin mo ang pangarap mo, my future surgeon!!! Kaya mo yan at wag na wag kang susuko. Huwag mong kalimutan magpahinga, okay? Know when you should rest na, baka bigay ka ng bigay at hindi ka naman nagpapahinga. Mauubos ka talaga nyan, kaya stay healthy pls. If you won't take care of yourself, I will and I will always do. Nandito lang ako, hon. You can rest with me. Happy anniversary ulit, Grasyaa!!! -Nesuu 10-27-2024 PS: I will always love you, Hon.