A letter from Oct 26, 2024

Dear FutureMe, My husband left for Europe two weeks ago, and I’m doing surprisingly well. I’m currently frustrated with work, it is challenging and hard, but I do like it at my new elementary school. I am frozen with fear so I have not started to study yet, which makes me feel like a failure. I’m trying to not let it get me down, give myself grace. I hope in a year’s time I will have taken the exam and passed, after studying for 2 months. In a year’s time, I hope to be pregnant or to have adopted a child. I hope things with my husband smooth over, and he is comfortable in his skin and we continue to grow together. I hope in a year’s time, I will be happier, more confident, and that I will take up my instrument again. In any case, I sincerely hope you are well, and enjoying life! You are ever-growing, and being the best you can be.