A letter from the 13 years old you

Hey, how are you doing there? Happy Birthday, Jhenelle! Just incase none of them remembered. I'm still working on our achievement, I hope we get the honor at the end of the school year (I feel really tired and lazy to study but I'll try my best) I wish you're doing great cuz you cry every night of your birthday, I hope there's no birthday blues just like the last time (it was sad and..frustrating.) you've always wanted to lose weight, I've been eating a lot recently, sorry. I wish your acnes gone now, yk we hate it. You still have feelings for Vince? dang, i wouldn't blame you cuz he's infact one of the finest I've ever met, I hope you guys are close now just like you wanted. What about Jm? are you guys back together? i still love him but yk if you can't hold on and you feel like you don't want it no more, don't force yourself, i hope he's also doing better now. What's the flavor of your cake? bruh i hope it's not mocha, that's the worst flavor ever. What flavor of ice cream is your favorite now? i hope you get all the thing we wished for, i know it's hard and you're having difficult time there cuz you've always experienced that but don't be sad, you'll through it. Nakabili ka na ba ng mga gusto mong bilhin, hulaan ko hindi ka pa rin nakakaipon? HAHAHAHA. Sana wala kang nae-experience na kalungkutan right now kasi alam mo, 'yung birthday ko ngayong taon is like the worst day of my life, i really hated it, sana masaya ka ngayon, wala kang iniisip na problema, w honor ka, wala ka nang pimple, bumalik na yung waistline mo, mahaba pa rin ang buhok mo, wala kang kaaway, nagkakausap na ulit kayo nila Thea, nakakapagipon ka na, nakakasabay ka na sa math lessons, hindi ka na tinatamad na mga school works, nagaalab na ulit 'yung passion mo sa journalism, nabili mo na 'yung heels na nasa cart mo sa tiktok, may double lining top ka na bwahahha, nakakatulog ka na ng maayos. May nagkakagusto na kaya sa'yo? kinakabahan ako bwhahaha. Maganda pa rin ba ang tingin mo sa sarili mo? sana ganon pa rin, maganda ka, matalino ka, 'wag kang papayag na may nagpapalungkot sa'yo, ayokong nalulungkot ka kasi alam kong mahirap, sobrang hirap. Sana nalagpasan mo na lahat ng pag subok, kung ano man 'yan, sana may masasandalan ka, sana may napagsasabihan ka, sana may napagk-kwentuhan ka, sana may kabalikat ka na ngayon kasi ako rito..ewan ko hahaha, ubos na sila, nakakapag paalam ka na ba pag lalabas? hahahah takot ka pa naman. Lagi mong tandaan na kahit anong problema pa 'yan, kahit sa tingin mo hindi mo kaya, kaya mo, alam kong mahirap pero ganon talaga. Tayo lang ang nakakaalam ng lahat ng 'to eh hahaha lahat ng kalungkutan at hinanakit mo, mga nagpapasaya sa'yo, atin lang 'to kaya sana kahit paano may na achieve tayo sa mga binanggit ko. Grade 10 ka na pala, mabait ba mga teachers d'yan? Aral ka mabuti ha. Happy Birthday, Jhenelle! I wish you all the best