A letter from Oct 11, 2024

Dear FutureMe, its me eizzy. its 11/10/2024. its 21:29 friday. if .. me and her are still together. i would be so happy. you know why ? yea you know the answer , its your second anniversary dumbass. its the second year. i really hope you're getting better now , the you rn is good you're living your life now its just hmmm i want the best for you , so make sure by the time you read this you are glowing !! and what about bhip ? omg i really hope you are doing it rn hmm at least pro la HAHAHAH. i hope you're getting mature , getting the life you really want. i think its gonna be your sixth sem right ? study well and hm please make sure you're happy now. i decided to choose this date instead of my birthday just for her yk ? just wanna let you know how special she is to me rn. shes my everything rn , i can't imagine my day without her. she's my world , my color , my life , my happiness. improve yourself izzy , the you right now is still mid. you still can't control your anger issues , abusive and money management of course. oh god please tell me the you right now prioritize yourself more than anyone else. stop doing that la ************. how about our parents ? dah mati ke tak ? lol again , try to be better dear futureme. please love yourself , as you should. eat and dress well okay ? and your makeup omg please tell me its getting better. i think that's it la hihi. i really hope you still remember the feeling that you felt when you wrote this. i cried while listening to teman insomniac. i hope you are crying when you read this HAHAHAHA. best , me