A letter from Oct 06, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Do you feel loved yet? I know it sounds a little weird, but like so far all of your 'relationships' have barely lasted a week, and I personally am itching for like a summer fling I meet early in the summer and stay together with like through to senior yr- someone ill go to semiformal, and prom with- someone who will come see the winter concert, who will watch me graduate.... (also did you go to a halloween party?? did u hook up with anyone??) (..please say u did. i dont even want a girlfriend or action at this point, i just want to know that id have a chance with a girl. should i go all out, spend the 100 bucks on a 'slutty' harley quinn costume?! like get black shorts and top from rainbow, get the mis-matched leggings from spirit, the jacket from spirit, and then do my own makeup myself? maybe even get the bag? but i feel like if i take off the wig for disgust i lowkey eat it up. no one looks good in a green wig. correction- no black person looks good in a green wig). Im getting off topic. oh my god typing is so slow rn. im a little nauseus. bro I was supposed to be commentating on my lack of feeling loved in life and instead im rambaling abt life rn. anywhoo peace out.