A letter from Oct 06, 2024

Dear FutureMe, You were once a bright, cheerful, and intelligent girl. You have so many dreams and goals in you. However, as time passed by, you suddenly changed. I don't know what happened. I always saw the tears escaping from your eyes and they were unstoppable, it feels like I was watching the water from the falls cascading from the above. I never knew that this would happened to you. You've always checked and asked others if they are doing good, but you forgot to asked that phrase to yourself first. Im sorry that you need to go through this obstacle on your own. I knew you were a shy girl and asking for help is not your tea, you were afraid of the judgements that will be thrown at you. Nevertheless, I always idolized you. Thankyou for not giving up and still doing your best even your mind is stopping you. Thankyou for always trying eventhough you failed many times. As you face the new beginning of life, please be gentle to yourself and consider also your feelings. You are more than just a daughter, sister, classmate, friend, and 'ate'. Thankyou for existing, Bea! 💙🤍✨