A letter from Oct 02, 2024

you should listen to your head. Because when did a single grade decide your future? Because when did one failed love ever decide your outcome? Because when did getting an 80 mean you failed? Because why do you keep overthinking! Just- stop. Because when will you ever have time to take care of me? Because why are your hands and feet so, so...cold? Because why is your mind racing when you see a 90? Because why did you do this to yourself god dammit- Just- Why? Because you seem like you're losing it? Because you seem like you're in over your head? Because you look like you're okay? Because I have to know if your life will be like this forever? Because if so...will you ever be free?