A letter from Oct 01, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Well hi, it's rather late to write this. Like a month late, but better than never. How have you been? Hopefully well, since we have been coming this far. You know how much we hate leaving something unfinished. If not, hey, buy something nice for yourself. Or set out a date, I know you are wary doing that but it will be fine. What is this belief lol I'm listening to "Home" by the way. Yeah, have just gone back into Spotify. Still love rhythm game music and a whole lot of things we stacked up in there. I'm not sure if this lap can take what game, better but not exactly estelle. Will be starting work tomorrow, hopefully I will be okay. I might have a Hachi by some time later and the date is coming. Still making gifts in clutch... Oh the birthday, well....it was kind of good and bad. I was just wandering around that day. Dinner is horrid, cold and I had to spit out what I ate. I got pocket money (bad financial decision afterwards tho, ******* REMEMBER YOU CAN SAY NO TO PEOPLE, STOP GETTING ********) sigh, be more mindful of that, okay? Aside from those, just ice cream and nice alone time. I did get a Hachi as an early gift hehe. A small hang out later. That's about it. Oh and this year birthday drawing, I actually like it. Enough rambling, we are still having a lot in common. But I shouldn't be too harsh, as long as it keeps us alive, it's not that bad. There are definitely going to be a lot of things coming, believe it or not. We will probably still at the same place, hopefully same peace in the midst of all the chaos. Take it slow, it's okay. I think we will still be easily overwhelmed. I still love my family. Not like like them but they take care of me a lot. Even not in the nicest words or gestures. I had a longgggggggggggggg period of absent from everything. Still thinking about it. It got better but still there. Still there. Bear with me, I love you. I hope you find happiness. Or have more things you love. And somewhere along the line of what we want. Lots of hugs.