A letter from Sep 29, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Future me, Im going to stay late for you, im going to care for you, i am going to work hard for you, those sweat and tears, i am going to study so hard u are going to be so proud. I would do anything for you. That’s why i am going to start this Winter Arc 2024. Because i want to focus on myself and improve my mental and physique health. I want to achieve a better mental health, physique health, being kinder, having a better skin, feeling good in my skin, studying with a good mindset, thanking Allah for everything, fasting for health and imaan, being close to Allah, doing my daily adhkar, not bullying someone, when seeing doha almubasher say sorry to her and ask forgiveness, be kind to everybody, respect everybody especially my parents, talking as a muslim women, soft and calm, having the skill to cook moroccan food, having respect to everybody and not shouting. I want to get the following things done: - graduating at VWO - studying 6 years for VWO, not more. - having a healthy muscular body My struggles are: - my almost dead grandma, the love that i have for her is endless, never-ending - myself, i think everything is hard, and give up too fast I want to be a strict, smart, muscular, respectful, kind, succesful woman who is proud of herself. Hey Safae! Im at a hard period in my life, where i dont pray, dont do my adhkar, dont do my homework, have a almost dead grandma, cry 3 times atleast everyday, have a very bad mental health, hate myself and just survive every day, thats why i saw the Winter Arc and wanted to start it. Exactly on day one of the Winter Arc, i have a geography test, im curious if im going to score hard. I sleep very late and wake up late, where is the real Safae? Where is it? Thats why im writing a letter to my future self. Bye Bye, see u later. 21.33 (ur 14 y old past Safae) 29-9-2024

Epilogue

9 months later

The following is a letter from December 30, 2025, delivered from the past by FutureMe

Dear FutureMe,
Hoe gaat het?
Mentaal ben net niet zo stabiel namelijk.
Ik ga naar...

Sbyo etm kadrmsa ne jkki is iejsev,klr ne sosbedes rtmlsaapie jmni de ifsml en ik mn mte 7/42 pososr,chtol fotel,noe ben.
Liensetult ne is yhbbo m. Ne nreektto tdi ong een ? jij ejfci?sr en naa ik ej sewhikru tsa ej edo eoiom jji of 8,5 eijdalgsk 01 sejent en po ebh omtmen rkgij suellintet je aakm lemgddedi. Wel gijeenilk nm amra estb the egod atag ecth ik brete dnoe oetm. Ne jji en hbe arsden nmeiad hpoo antcotc rneve evre tine emt ncetcetrato koo ki tsotpge atd yhyaa hem. Ctndioe?i taokdew,no ene is emt gaat eho oeh aatg je ej gsetatr ne zo edo redhopnla ne je ja emt hbe mneotm nog je injm the edagan? ja, op ne naa eht oz fniageneidl dit ben glursget naim srnueotw aeenxm. Ik et tien ne n,eb chaetwn ki akn bhe eledreg dta elyasn ik fzle om ogneeg 2620. 3< crfetep ik dti iaunseltf bgnienen ne ag cpefrte aajr.
Ej xoox tsceajh saeaf.
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Hestc,aej odeg met eht eyh me tgaa. Eth eok uno is tien egi mr aeeahmll. Ik wat enb raitlesbe aamletn. Ik oosstlhocrp de ook ag raan. X2 adnam erp. Tmalapresi si etcerpf. Gedo nuo direnie elvga. Ik neb nrdo alsap uur 2/20302 ne 6 mo wrakke. 00. Obsy desebsos met ik enb. Hte tda ccetrpeae si tefi ene. Erzonoka ngaa om eem et re dregeel ed en aagmend bhe ozekentui. Ik leeh lale nm evnle ni een ukls/ntecyce ebh atw madar vkoeorzatar giaerfnk enkdott. Ewre aamr bseeodss kijk ene ik un amkdra etni zo. Eoesttn la nmnnea ijnz chto i iobjoovr ed achrsojoal alkra si. Tunsteilel nka tgaa etdsse reetb ki elw aarm. Vna llsae eod ene eetjbe ik. Csrjife ahaahha rtahgcsi injm izjn. 9 11 (ki rokttene ne tdnso ik re ast dit a)jar! egedmddlei mijn. Een 5 is letisaeb. 5. Nbe yayha egrtsi fevrore ik tdi mte eoctanrnetc chet erke tetposg ofalrera. Dsu getrceottanruedceg bhe ewl muh ik m. Isteh sgpeott aram foreevr. Laaamsmaa ???????? edo:nrow enrwa estltaa nz ????? ????? ?? ???? idt. Aj ne dat mhu. Daar odro tine amnnnr glentkkdkaiser mijn hcltseo tmr ben czu emt rhaam ga bjikeken eilk reedou ki egtptos entaowodk me altne neb wdreaa ik nee ki etm uowrv. Jnmi tsark rguuif ni moio. Nadlhpreo aagt odge haah eleh. I bekro lpsle teh. Slepl wsa eth imsuc. Las esrnlel ej en bne betre eevl je meziku zdneor odorphlat. Scfou odgarno mednoieaagn eefzjl ne po. Sacht tme d,ti anreend ,ogndaaor aedm njmi ana eefmlz kna ize ni fjibl jnmi getne keieglrnvje ntei taelvrparboose ne ndgein itsrgu ej ienjsdt ni oohfd ik olasz: tiu. Tereb wle dsu encioitd nmji is. Dfeeaiglnni eht si nimj het ki naa obbhy want eengeitn neb unuu anv. Diee tem ben eonetst in emt hahhaa galve ,hloosc alakr ki. Etcpefr po ki bhe eizntt ohcrjslaoa nlgasoteef aahhha ga elkedgji jlneivb ki 4vwo itd m. Frueut ej xoox 03 safea lrieig. 6. 0226. 28:42. 3 kkamoor( tcnshas -11 agnadva aja!jaja)aa!jj natieselp daneedrln enowegnn tem geten om uur en efhet -23.

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