A letter from Sep 29, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Future me, Im going to stay late for you, im going to care for you, i am going to work hard for you, those sweat and tears, i am going to study so hard u are going to be so proud. I would do anything for you. That’s why i am going to start this Winter Arc 2024. Because i want to focus on myself and improve my mental and physique health. I want to achieve a better mental health, physique health, being kinder, having a better skin, feeling good in my skin, studying with a good mindset, thanking Allah for everything, fasting for health and imaan, being close to Allah, doing my daily adhkar, not bullying someone, when seeing doha almubasher say sorry to her and ask forgiveness, be kind to everybody, respect everybody especially my parents, talking as a muslim women, soft and calm, having the skill to cook moroccan food, having respect to everybody and not shouting. I want to get the following things done: - graduating at VWO - studying 6 years for VWO, not more. - having a healthy muscular body My struggles are: - my almost dead grandma, the love that i have for her is endless, never-ending - myself, i think everything is hard, and give up too fast I want to be a strict, smart, muscular, respectful, kind, succesful woman who is proud of herself. Hey Safae! Im at a hard period in my life, where i dont pray, dont do my adhkar, dont do my homework, have a almost dead grandma, cry 3 times atleast everyday, have a very bad mental health, hate myself and just survive every day, thats why i saw the Winter Arc and wanted to start it. Exactly on day one of the Winter Arc, i have a geography test, im curious if im going to score hard. I sleep very late and wake up late, where is the real Safae? Where is it? Thats why im writing a letter to my future self. Bye Bye, see u later. 21.33 (ur 14 y old past Safae) 29-9-2024

Epilogue

9 months later

The following is a letter from December 30, 2025, delivered from the past by FutureMe

Dear FutureMe,
Hoe gaat het?
Mentaal ben net niet zo stabiel namelijk.
Ik ga naar...

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Esfaa xoxo tscahje je.
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Em teh hej,ecast deog emt hye taga. Het elhamela si mr eig onu keo inte. Ki enb latname tarsebile atw. Ook plstohoscro ag nara de ik. X2 erp dmnaa. Miptaarsel pfceert si. Uno elavg neriied oged. Nodr 6 om uru 02/3220 ik en lasap wrekak enb. 00. Emt enb oessbeds ki byos. Eth dat teerepcca efti is ene. Gana aozoernk te dgeeelr utneeokiz neagadm en eem re ed mo beh. Elvne daarm lela mn ene ginfkera wta bhe kodtten cuny/keltecs tvorkraazeo in ik leeh. Ki inet maadrk nu aarm oz ene ijkk dbsoesse were. I ottnsee ennmna htoc aaklr is aljahocrso de ivbrojoo jzin la. Tdsees ki wel eerbt aarm agat kna elntilstue. Beeejt nee ik eod anv elsal. Agtcrish ciesfjr ahaaahh njzi jmni. Aajr)! k(i tertenok 11 ddmegldeei ondst jmni en tid tsa ik 9 re. Aistebel 5 nee si. 5. Reek ki olreraaf ctnaeotrcne tpogets rigtes ebn hayay htec rvefroe etm idt. M rreutdeotgetcagnce hmu ik elw sud bhe. Iehst aarm eefovrr gtosetp. Dit ???? awrne ???????? ronwd:oe nz eattsal aamlmaasa ?? ????? ?????. Umh ja atd en. Ik ki wrouv orod etwdknooa nktelkrskiegda mte nee mijn mte lecohts tstpgoe elatn ga ik duoeer tmr ntei mnnnra me nbe ramha arad liek zcu ben jekbenki ardawe. Ni rufgui imnj oimo tasrk. Haha oged atag eopdalhnr hlee. Elpls eth i obkre. Slelp scmui asw the. Je ebter nbe tahdroolp ej eumikz evle ne ellresn dneorz sla. Inmaenaogde ejzlfe po scofu oaonrdg en. D,it aborpvoseletar adem jnmi ls:zao schta njmi hdfoo ni ndngie ezfmel nka tui ne gutisr jilbf indejts ndeerna nteeg etin je naa veikrenlejg ,aargondo ik tme iez in. Dus lew is erebt ntidcoei njim. Naa si ki mnji avn oyhbb atwn enb gaeiilnfedn gineneet eth nuuu teh. Stoetne hhhaaa neb vagel in tme ocosh,l deei met lkraa ik. Entizt op m ahhaha nlatseefog dkgejeil dit ftepcre ehb aajcorolhs ki wv4o ga ki jlbvnei. 30 ooxx gleiir trufue saaef je. 6. 2260. 224:8. En neslaetip nweengon cshants 3 (amkoork a!aaajj!j)ajja om 32- uru eehft tgeen tme anavdga -11 dnnledare.

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