A letter from Sep 29, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Future me, Im going to stay late for you, im going to care for you, i am going to work hard for you, those sweat and tears, i am going to study so hard u are going to be so proud. I would do anything for you. That’s why i am going to start this Winter Arc 2024. Because i want to focus on myself and improve my mental and physique health. I want to achieve a better mental health, physique health, being kinder, having a better skin, feeling good in my skin, studying with a good mindset, thanking Allah for everything, fasting for health and imaan, being close to Allah, doing my daily adhkar, not bullying someone, when seeing doha almubasher say sorry to her and ask forgiveness, be kind to everybody, respect everybody especially my parents, talking as a muslim women, soft and calm, having the skill to cook moroccan food, having respect to everybody and not shouting. I want to get the following things done: - graduating at VWO - studying 6 years for VWO, not more. - having a healthy muscular body My struggles are: - my almost dead grandma, the love that i have for her is endless, never-ending - myself, i think everything is hard, and give up too fast I want to be a strict, smart, muscular, respectful, kind, succesful woman who is proud of herself. Hey Safae! Im at a hard period in my life, where i dont pray, dont do my adhkar, dont do my homework, have a almost dead grandma, cry 3 times atleast everyday, have a very bad mental health, hate myself and just survive every day, thats why i saw the Winter Arc and wanted to start it. Exactly on day one of the Winter Arc, i have a geography test, im curious if im going to score hard. I sleep very late and wake up late, where is the real Safae? Where is it? Thats why im writing a letter to my future self. Bye Bye, see u later. 21.33 (ur 14 y old past Safae) 29-9-2024

Epilogue

9 months later

The following is a letter from December 30, 2025, delivered from the past by FutureMe

Dear FutureMe,
Hoe gaat het?
Mentaal ben net niet zo stabiel namelijk.
Ik ga naar...

Ne sloch,ortspo ben msaakrd ed /742 jsevk,riel oeesdssb ijmn ikjk oysb ik mte emt en ne le,nofeto si mn aiparltsem imfls.
Bybho si en m nitsetulle. Dit 01 swuhreki gon ne kama ast ki ne ? jij uneslittle neomtm ej rktteone een fecrsij? naa iddlemedg iadesjkgl hbe 58, je je grkji op oeomi jij edo of ne eetsjn. Mn ki elw ogde edno chte rbete elgikjnie tome amra tbes gata teh. Ik mte ayayh poho ne gsetopt erve raensd ehm jji teni ook inadem ne arcetncteto dta bhe rneev ntcaoct. Tme je ej ne nog zo n?adega kownaedot, njim oz haprneodl aan ,aj aj si eho geartts hte met het bne rugetlgs ebh mtoenm en edo een po gtaa je gata hoe enamex gndileefian toewruns ne nteicodi? nami je dti. Hbe lreegde etnhwac ki geoegn et elzf ne ik asenly inet nbe, mo ank atd ki 2260. Eefrpct <3 dti ga cpreetf ne ajra ki eigbnnne tealfinsu.
Je tscehja xoox asfea.
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Cste,jahe me oedg het agta yeh mte. Inet het elamlahe oun ieg is rm eko. Antalme baelsrtei atw ebn ki. Oocsrsotlhp rana koo ik ed ag. Pre 2x anmda. Pceetrf is apseatimlr. Elavg uno edog nrdeeii. Mo nbe 030/222 uur ik akewkr asapl 6 en nrod. 00. Tme ben ik boys beodssse. Eecrcapet fite si the atd ene. Anga eme ieentuzko ne mo te emagdna de er aeonrkoz hbe leerdeg. Zooverktaar admar awt mn nee bhe otnedtk eetclyksnc/u lale iakrgfne eleh ki in venle. Nu dkarma mara jikk ki ewre zo bosesdes neti ene. Al arljsohaoc i is de nmnnae aarlk rbojiovo onteste znji tcoh. Arma tgaa elw ki nka esdtes neetlulits teber. Deo eebjet avn een eslal ki. Irhactgs feircsj nzji aaahahh mnji. Rja)a! er 9 sntdo tdi ki ik( tktreneo ieddedemgl 11 ne ast jmni. Lbtsieea nee 5 si. 5. Sigetr alfoaerr tdi errofev met ceneaorcttn ki ttepogs bne reke hetc aayhy. Sud heb wle m ki uhm tgerugarcdneetctoe. Steoptg iesth aram rrefvoe. Arewn dorn:ewo itd ????? ?? mmlasaaaa nz ???????? ????? ???? altetsa. Ja hmu adt ne. Ik tme gtpeots bne ekli ki tkwdoonea beijknek ebn trm raad eoured eshltco rnannm lngikderetsakk me uzc nee rovwu ik odor raamh nmij ntei ga wderaa emt leant. Atskr omoi figuru jnmi ni. Gaat edgo nehaporld haha eelh. Llpse boerk i eht. Het lepsl swa mcuis. Je rteeb rzeond kiumez ebn ej lphrtooad asl ne rlelsne leev. Dnoagor ne ngdinoeeama osfcu po elejfz. Mijn etgne noardoa,g ej iten ki uit itgsru lao:sz etm kan odofh dit, deam ervnelgjkei nreeadn lotpebavorsrea in efzmel ilbjf engdni in ize ijnm ana ne sathc jedsnti. Njim iceitdon berte sud lew si. Ki nbe ntgineee is nva naa teh ybhob hte mnji dfgnniliaee anwt uuun. Aakrl deei hhahaa teoenst tem tme s,oclho alveg ik neb ni. Ki heb op ki m orjhlsaaco enjvlbi nizett hhaaah idt ga iekejdgl eeftrcp w4vo teenlgasfo. Iregil 03 xoox asafe etufur je. 6. 6202. 242:8. Ruu dnnldaree tme dgaavan hnsctas nltapesie om 2-3 htfee ajjaa!aj)!jaaj -11 ne onnegenw etgen akk(moro 3.

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