A letter from Sep 29, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Future me, Im going to stay late for you, im going to care for you, i am going to work hard for you, those sweat and tears, i am going to study so hard u are going to be so proud. I would do anything for you. That’s why i am going to start this Winter Arc 2024. Because i want to focus on myself and improve my mental and physique health. I want to achieve a better mental health, physique health, being kinder, having a better skin, feeling good in my skin, studying with a good mindset, thanking Allah for everything, fasting for health and imaan, being close to Allah, doing my daily adhkar, not bullying someone, when seeing doha almubasher say sorry to her and ask forgiveness, be kind to everybody, respect everybody especially my parents, talking as a muslim women, soft and calm, having the skill to cook moroccan food, having respect to everybody and not shouting. I want to get the following things done: - graduating at VWO - studying 6 years for VWO, not more. - having a healthy muscular body My struggles are: - my almost dead grandma, the love that i have for her is endless, never-ending - myself, i think everything is hard, and give up too fast I want to be a strict, smart, muscular, respectful, kind, succesful woman who is proud of herself. Hey Safae! Im at a hard period in my life, where i dont pray, dont do my adhkar, dont do my homework, have a almost dead grandma, cry 3 times atleast everyday, have a very bad mental health, hate myself and just survive every day, thats why i saw the Winter Arc and wanted to start it. Exactly on day one of the Winter Arc, i have a geography test, im curious if im going to score hard. I sleep very late and wake up late, where is the real Safae? Where is it? Thats why im writing a letter to my future self. Bye Bye, see u later. 21.33 (ur 14 y old past Safae) 29-9-2024

Epilogue

9 months later

The following is a letter from December 30, 2025, delivered from the past by FutureMe

Dear FutureMe,
Hoe gaat het?
Mentaal ben net niet zo stabiel namelijk.
Ik ga naar...

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