A letter from Sep 29, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Future me, Im going to stay late for you, im going to care for you, i am going to work hard for you, those sweat and tears, i am going to study so hard u are going to be so proud. I would do anything for you. That’s why i am going to start this Winter Arc 2024. Because i want to focus on myself and improve my mental and physique health. I want to achieve a better mental health, physique health, being kinder, having a better skin, feeling good in my skin, studying with a good mindset, thanking Allah for everything, fasting for health and imaan, being close to Allah, doing my daily adhkar, not bullying someone, when seeing doha almubasher say sorry to her and ask forgiveness, be kind to everybody, respect everybody especially my parents, talking as a muslim women, soft and calm, having the skill to cook moroccan food, having respect to everybody and not shouting. I want to get the following things done: - graduating at VWO - studying 6 years for VWO, not more. - having a healthy muscular body My struggles are: - my almost dead grandma, the love that i have for her is endless, never-ending - myself, i think everything is hard, and give up too fast I want to be a strict, smart, muscular, respectful, kind, succesful woman who is proud of herself. Hey Safae! Im at a hard period in my life, where i dont pray, dont do my adhkar, dont do my homework, have a almost dead grandma, cry 3 times atleast everyday, have a very bad mental health, hate myself and just survive every day, thats why i saw the Winter Arc and wanted to start it. Exactly on day one of the Winter Arc, i have a geography test, im curious if im going to score hard. I sleep very late and wake up late, where is the real Safae? Where is it? Thats why im writing a letter to my future self. Bye Bye, see u later. 21.33 (ur 14 y old past Safae) 29-9-2024

Epilogue

9 months later

The following is a letter from December 30, 2025, delivered from the past by FutureMe

Dear FutureMe,
Hoe gaat het?
Mentaal ben net niet zo stabiel namelijk.
Ik ga naar...

Tme is etm kikj en en 274/ de enb e,eijklvsr ik mnij oysb mn loeoentf, tialpsaerm sedssebo silmf amdarsk ho,ossloptcr ne.
M ne etuestlnil si byboh. Tmeonm oimeo fo kaam en sjiefcr? tid ats en ? nteokret 10 edo po rgkij je swhkiure ne tutliesenl jij ene ntjees jji je 85, sjeigadlk naa dmgleided nog hbe ej ki. Ki agta omte reteb einilkgje tesb arma nm eth odne thec lwe eodg. Dat cetncoaetrt en ohpo jji tctacon yayha emh evenr oesptgt seradn en ook niet ehb ki mte demnai evre. Lsretugg j,a ieengndliaf po je mnai ergatst en naa ne rowsuent zo ton,kdwaoe gon ene si omntme heo the idt mte the enexam ga?dnae ehb taga heo je zo agat ledpaohnr mjni emt dnioet?ic nbe ode ja ne je je. Reglede ntei tad akn lysean om elzf hentwca eongeg ki ik 2026 en nbe, ik ehb te. Eterfpc idt rtecfpe ga ik ne ninbeeng 3< fuasetinl jara.
Easfa je ajtsech oxox.
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Yeh gedo me met eht jc,eaetsh tgaa. Mr koe uon eth is eig helamael ntei. Eltaman ik taw srbietela neb. Ed ik ook ag stsrcolopho nara. Maadn x2 epr. Cfpteer is rpmlastaie. Onu algev rdienei odge. Ki ebn en om uru 6 salpa krkwae dorn 02220/3. 00. Ki met sbsesdoe ysbo ben. Het si ecrpceaet een efit dat. En nuikeeozt de om gnaa eem hbe gdnmaea gedlere et re aorzknoe. Knetodt eevln leal taw in eenytslck/uc damar ik nm koaavorertz ehb nerkafgi ene ehle. Mdakra ntei arma un jikk erew besesosd oz ki ene. Chto si znji nmnnea de objirvoo eotsetn i laark jlacoohsar al. Rama kan gaat ki rteeb seedst lwe luinttelse. Ik doe ebjeet vna nee lseal. Imjn cjifesr rtgiahsc aaahahh njiz. Er !)jraa 11 ne mldedgeedi tas (ki ik njmi sodnt ttkeeron 9 itd. 5 biaeltse is ene. 5. Yayah etpsgto otcnectrane ki tdi lerroaaf enb thec emt reevorf erek gsiert. Ehb ewl oectaeedrgtuetgnrc m ik uhm dus. Ogtestp oveefrr rmaa ietsh. ???? ????? nz ?? ????? alsamaaam dit ???????? lattsea neowdr:o arwen. Tad ja hmu ne. Met vwuro ik bne rdoo deawar mtr shtleco ptogtes ik een aamrh uzc ekil met ga jnmi ki teanl oredue namrnn dntoekawo niet eikenjkb raad irgtkkanleskde em neb. Ioom ufigru artsk mjin ni. Eleh ehoradnpl eodg haha gata. Eth lespl eokrb i. The wsa usimc plles. Ej leve nrdzeo en ej lahprootd kemziu enerlls bne las beret. Ornodag zjefel po ne ndnomaiegae osfuc. Nedraen teni enetg tiu als:zo itsgur ni kna lezmef ne je lbjfi ,ndargooa snjidet ginned ofdoh ni ki njim hctas ezi evlkgreeinj tem adme jnmi ,itd naa rloasbvepearot. Ieinctdo si brete mnji dsu ewl. Dfneiaeglin eetenngi nav uunu enb naa the is the ohbyb awnt imjn ki. Tteeons o,hcslo edie lkara ebn in mte hhahaa ki vlaeg met. Hhaaha ehb ik wov4 lejikdge oocajlahsr po ceptref itetzn egnoefltas ga blenijv m ki dti. Iilgre tueufr oxox 30 je eafsa. 6. 2602. 24:82. Etm !ajjjaaj!aja)a 1-1 fethe ownngene 3-2 komk(oar uru ctsnhas addnlenre 3 nteeg mo ilpstneae andvaag ne.

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