A letter from Sep 29, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Future me, Im going to stay late for you, im going to care for you, i am going to work hard for you, those sweat and tears, i am going to study so hard u are going to be so proud. I would do anything for you. That’s why i am going to start this Winter Arc 2024. Because i want to focus on myself and improve my mental and physique health. I want to achieve a better mental health, physique health, being kinder, having a better skin, feeling good in my skin, studying with a good mindset, thanking Allah for everything, fasting for health and imaan, being close to Allah, doing my daily adhkar, not bullying someone, when seeing doha almubasher say sorry to her and ask forgiveness, be kind to everybody, respect everybody especially my parents, talking as a muslim women, soft and calm, having the skill to cook moroccan food, having respect to everybody and not shouting. I want to get the following things done: - graduating at VWO - studying 6 years for VWO, not more. - having a healthy muscular body My struggles are: - my almost dead grandma, the love that i have for her is endless, never-ending - myself, i think everything is hard, and give up too fast I want to be a strict, smart, muscular, respectful, kind, succesful woman who is proud of herself. Hey Safae! Im at a hard period in my life, where i dont pray, dont do my adhkar, dont do my homework, have a almost dead grandma, cry 3 times atleast everyday, have a very bad mental health, hate myself and just survive every day, thats why i saw the Winter Arc and wanted to start it. Exactly on day one of the Winter Arc, i have a geography test, im curious if im going to score hard. I sleep very late and wake up late, where is the real Safae? Where is it? Thats why im writing a letter to my future self. Bye Bye, see u later. 21.33 (ur 14 y old past Safae) 29-9-2024

Epilogue

9 months later

The following is a letter from December 30, 2025, delivered from the past by FutureMe

Dear FutureMe,
Hoe gaat het?
Mentaal ben net niet zo stabiel namelijk.
Ik ga naar...

Ik lpcoos,hstro nmij kjik i,vjelrkse l,eotfneo boys 7/24 tme ed ne nm imslf en sebdoess emt aplretisam is en ebn skaamrd.
Uesnlteitl en si ybohb m. Edo ?cefjisr jij nee jeklsdagi ej ne tdi otnekret tsneje ik 01 gkijr aan ijj kmaa geiedddml en ej hskriewu ebh je tsa of tneomm oioem ? tteelsulni 85, ne op ngo. Wle oemt odeg rbeet eth sbte giniejlke onde taag mraa mn ecth ki. Ne ki hbe tme mhe yhaya etnrtcaeotc tda eevr poho jij ntcacot sndera evnre ne admnei neti ook gsetpot. Ne ej ne gilefniaend ndag?ea met ohe je dit taga nee rnwsteuo ne je zo ntemom gno a,j is dpeonrhal ana het etgsatr ?ceotdnii ben ja strleggu zo tgaa hbe mjni mte ainm eht oed eoh dt,oaewokn ej enemxa op. Ki eegnog ne ynlsea etni ,nbe 2062 reegedl ik htncewa ki nak ebh et adt mo lfze. En 3< rcteepf felatsinu eecrftp nngbiene ik arja ga itd.
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Me t,sjheace taag eth ehy emt oedg. Si egi onu enti het rm eko eehmlaal. Bsrlieaet wta ik ealanmt ben. Koo ed anra ag ik tlscpooohrs. X2 mndaa epr. Itmaaeslrp si ctpfeer. Edgo aevgl ndiieer onu. Dorn ekwrka mo neb uru apsla ik 6 /222003 en. 00. Ki etm osby ebn seebosds. Caceeretp eth atd si nee tfei. De gerldee en enkoozar tkunizoee dmaeagn om et bhe eem aagn er. Ene nm ik taw c/ekycusentl reakginf bhe ella vnele tktneod aoroztkevra lehe ni damra. Jkki un iten arma zo kadmar eerw ik obsesesd nee. De thoc nneamn la snetote kaalr nijz jhaaolcros oviobojr is i. Maar stdees ki kna tgaa lwe bteer senlitetul. Vna ene doe jtbeee ik alesl. Ghaitsrc ijfercs hhahaaa mnji znji. Edeegmildd k(i eettoknr a)raj! ne tas 11 ik 9 itd re dnsto mnij. Esltbiae ene is 5. 5. Isgetr erke ttsgpoe aahyy itd erfoevr ebn etcearotnnc faelraro ik ecth etm. Heb m elw hmu ik dus uettodecareretncgg. Rmaa ishet gtoestp feeorrv. ????? tdi ???????? nz ????? tlsaate ???? amsaalama ed:nrwoo eawrn ??. Atd uhm ne aj. Aarwed ki rtm nmij em odro tnale dereuo ikle akondtewo srteailkkdkgne ki vruow hmraa mte tohlsec nbe nbe potsget aard mte ik ene amnnnr kiebjekn zuc ga ient. In mooi jmin gifuur satrk. Phroadlne heel taga ahah odeg. Oberk eth i slelp. Uscmi hte was lelps. Leev ne zdenor btere als nseellr kizmeu je ej rdloptoah ebn. Ne sofcu flzeje emogadinane op ondgroa. Tiu tid, eiz innedg in bljfi ejistnd mnji tem etneg keneevlgirj anrg,adoo naa akn shact ki ne lvptseaobearro l:aosz emda ohofd mlzfee je tgrisu eint randene ijnm in. Indoicte brete si njmi wel dus. Nbe ntwa ana vna ik dlfeniniage unuu teh imjn bybho is eningeet het. Etm tme aelgv ,oclhso in nbe aahhah ik otsenet idee alark. Ejvibnl znttie beh erpctef wov4 gfsnteeoal po ki aaahhh rjaocahlso ag ik kjgeield m tdi. Lgieri 03 ej xoxo faaes ufrteu. 6. 2260. 224:8. 3 edenldanr gente gvaadna 23- nlatiepes uru eewnonng aomko(rk ne hasntsc mte ajaajj)ajaa!j! hefet om 11-.

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