A letter from Sep 29, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Future me, Im going to stay late for you, im going to care for you, i am going to work hard for you, those sweat and tears, i am going to study so hard u are going to be so proud. I would do anything for you. That’s why i am going to start this Winter Arc 2024. Because i want to focus on myself and improve my mental and physique health. I want to achieve a better mental health, physique health, being kinder, having a better skin, feeling good in my skin, studying with a good mindset, thanking Allah for everything, fasting for health and imaan, being close to Allah, doing my daily adhkar, not bullying someone, when seeing doha almubasher say sorry to her and ask forgiveness, be kind to everybody, respect everybody especially my parents, talking as a muslim women, soft and calm, having the skill to cook moroccan food, having respect to everybody and not shouting. I want to get the following things done: - graduating at VWO - studying 6 years for VWO, not more. - having a healthy muscular body My struggles are: - my almost dead grandma, the love that i have for her is endless, never-ending - myself, i think everything is hard, and give up too fast I want to be a strict, smart, muscular, respectful, kind, succesful woman who is proud of herself. Hey Safae! Im at a hard period in my life, where i dont pray, dont do my adhkar, dont do my homework, have a almost dead grandma, cry 3 times atleast everyday, have a very bad mental health, hate myself and just survive every day, thats why i saw the Winter Arc and wanted to start it. Exactly on day one of the Winter Arc, i have a geography test, im curious if im going to score hard. I sleep very late and wake up late, where is the real Safae? Where is it? Thats why im writing a letter to my future self. Bye Bye, see u later. 21.33 (ur 14 y old past Safae) 29-9-2024

Epilogue

9 months later

The following is a letter from December 30, 2025, delivered from the past by FutureMe

Dear FutureMe,
Hoe gaat het?
Mentaal ben net niet zo stabiel namelijk.
Ik ga naar...

Mijn ne kjik de sohtop,rsolc en nm vskerelji, lmsfi etm mte neb ntole,eof 47/2 ybso rpeasmlati ki boseessd mkraasd si en.
Is lituenslte m ne boybh. Ki tsa tdi je sgjkaleid ieusnetltl en of ebh deleddimg 10 ong po entmmo ne ? aan deo ijj ?esricfj aakm ene iooem 85, rkoteent igkrj jij kuiwhrse sjeetn en je ej. Eetbr htec ewl egenjikli dneo oged ik mn tseb gtaa aram eht otme. Ik jij etin yhyaa en nacercotett reve ne ehb tntcoca hme pooh ersnda renve koo etm pgostet dat madine. Oed feneindglai een ainm emmnto agta oz po neb eoa,kwnotd ej ne ana setargt ej the ja je ebh tid zo trsuelgg nitoc?dei en the xeanem jmin oehdrapln gno hoe ?aagned taag j,a mte eho ej is neoruswt ne emt. Ik cahwnte 2026 ebh nka ik en om e,nb lfze et egrldee ki lysena ngeoeg tda teni. Itd pctreef araj fsaltueni ga ne <3 ki enibenng rceetfp.
Ej fseaa xoox ehjstac.
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Deog e,jsehtac yhe etm the me gaat. Gei uon keo rm ntei mlaleeha is eth. Atw ben nlamtea etbilresa ki. Ki nraa ed koo ag lhoptcsoros. Namad rpe 2x. Is aampelrits pcerfte. Geavl nuo dego dieeirn. 220023/ 6 ben laspa rnod kerakw uur ik om en. 00. Ik tme beoesssd neb syob. Erepectca ene feti the si tda. Enzoiketu eme ngaa et eanoozrk gdrelee om re daganme de heb ne. Evenl kettndo bhe uncekeycs/lt llea eleh ene mn aradm awt erkgniaf in vazrooraket ki. Drkaam un ik tine rama osesdseb eerw ene oz kjki. Al lrkaa amnnne ed ooibovjr htco i etnetos orcaohajsl is jnzi. Amar ki ebter ewl uttnselile esdets ank atag. Ki etebje lesla anv een doe. Ciserfj jinm jniz aahhaha iasrghct. Sat deemdidelg (ki 9 tdi mnij jara!) ne trketnoe er sdotn ki 11. Ene 5 atelseib is. 5. Pseotgt keer rsegit rfoerve mte ttoenerncca yyaha ik htec oraealrf tdi enb. Ik uds uhm erouetetcrdecatngg wle m heb. Hitse mara pstetog ofevrre. Rwoodn:e tdi tsetaal ????? nz ????? amsaaalam ???????? ???? ?? wearn. Umh en adt ja. Ki leki ene oord me mtr rvwou ki ebn nbe deuero knejibke etm tme hamar wadrae ltkedaskrigkne ki ohlsect nimj tpetgos ental nite uzc woeakontd ag arda mrnann. Nmji uiufgr ksrat omoi in. Aatg doeg hlee hhaa nrplaodhe. I elpsl teh rkebo. Cismu slepl swa teh. Rbeet leev dtohpalro rlsleen rdnoez en uizkme asl ej ej ben. Fscuo jezfle en agdianmeoen op onograd. O:alzs geent ej ne ni ednngi ejvelgekirn rtusgi ana tahsc ik enti mjni iut meda emt oporvrstaaeebl itjesnd zemlef kan erennda imjn fodoh ti,d rdnoago,a ize fljbi ni. Dsu dnoeciti lwe betre is imnj. Byboh enb awnt nuuu anv dgnlfeiaeni minj hte si ik aan het tieeengn. Etm ben mte eide shc,loo velag ni rlaka ahhhaa ostneet ik. Glkejedi ahahah ik beh v4ow ittenz blnjvei m aaohjlrocs elnfagtseo dti ik op ag feprcte. Je 03 xoox riilge aaesf uturfe. 6. 0262. 482:2. 3-2 gdnvaaa ngoweenn gneet ne -11 mo aendndlre eehtf j!!a)jaaaajjaj uru anctssh oomrkka( mte 3 aiepetlns.

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