A letter from Sep 29, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Future me, Im going to stay late for you, im going to care for you, i am going to work hard for you, those sweat and tears, i am going to study so hard u are going to be so proud. I would do anything for you. That’s why i am going to start this Winter Arc 2024. Because i want to focus on myself and improve my mental and physique health. I want to achieve a better mental health, physique health, being kinder, having a better skin, feeling good in my skin, studying with a good mindset, thanking Allah for everything, fasting for health and imaan, being close to Allah, doing my daily adhkar, not bullying someone, when seeing doha almubasher say sorry to her and ask forgiveness, be kind to everybody, respect everybody especially my parents, talking as a muslim women, soft and calm, having the skill to cook moroccan food, having respect to everybody and not shouting. I want to get the following things done: - graduating at VWO - studying 6 years for VWO, not more. - having a healthy muscular body My struggles are: - my almost dead grandma, the love that i have for her is endless, never-ending - myself, i think everything is hard, and give up too fast I want to be a strict, smart, muscular, respectful, kind, succesful woman who is proud of herself. Hey Safae! Im at a hard period in my life, where i dont pray, dont do my adhkar, dont do my homework, have a almost dead grandma, cry 3 times atleast everyday, have a very bad mental health, hate myself and just survive every day, thats why i saw the Winter Arc and wanted to start it. Exactly on day one of the Winter Arc, i have a geography test, im curious if im going to score hard. I sleep very late and wake up late, where is the real Safae? Where is it? Thats why im writing a letter to my future self. Bye Bye, see u later. 21.33 (ur 14 y old past Safae) 29-9-2024

Epilogue

9 months later

The following is a letter from December 30, 2025, delivered from the past by FutureMe

Dear FutureMe,
Hoe gaat het?
Mentaal ben net niet zo stabiel namelijk.
Ik ga naar...

Psoo,htoscrl ,ofoteeln ijkk ne mfsil ki nmji ,isekjrlve is seesbdso en etm simpaelrat mn daarsmk nbe osby ne met /472 ed.
Boyhb is m en lletnsutei. Je 01 ulltnesiet uhskriwe 58, jcersi?f po jigrk tid ne keetnort en ngo eontmm ijj miooe of kama oed jji en ej jlsgekiad ededdmlig neejst aan ik ebh tas nee ej ?. Ik gaat aarm toem geod teh eikieglnj wle ebst onde ebtre ethc mn. Earoetccntt dnsaer ki koo inmdae yyaha heb dta nite ooph veer tme ctcntoa jji meh en enrve segptto ne. Ej ulegtsgr eho ehb eiocitd?n ej ne aj je rnosuetw the aan si ene oed emt ndoew,toak ,ja gata en op enaexm mmnteo mnai stgetar d?ngeaa emt ej oz dalenohpr het minj nafeniegidl ebn nog eoh en idt gata zo. Ik te 6022 inet dat ki efzl ysealn om edglree hbe en gneego n,be nethcaw ki nak. Rjaa recpetf ki en eefrptc ga <3 sultafnie bneginne dti.
Faesa tscajhe ej ooxx.
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Dego tem yhe em js,hteace aagt eht. Oke egi aalheelm onu rm het neti is. Enb aalment sibleraet ki wta. Ga ossotlcrhpo de ki naar oko. Dnmaa x2 per. Sirpaametl rcpfeet si. Alvge irdieen nuo deog. En enb ondr kwkrea uru 232/002 aapsl 6 mo ik. 00. Ysob ben dbesoess etm ki. Si nee ieft the cctaeerep tad. Ne te re anamdge gaan ed geeldre om bhe arzneook ztenkoiue mee. Krgiefan vleen ene nm lhee /klnceyscteu nkteodt vkreozraato in lael adram ki bhe taw. Raam ik kijk ene maakdr oz nu reew ssosdeeb tein. Ooibvjro chot ed si haslajcroo i akarl jnzi neanmn osentet al. Etssde raam eetrb ki tgaa ank ttenilusle elw. Avn oed nee ki llsea ejbete. Jimn haaaahh jzni csifejr tihcargs. Ki er rkttnoee 9 ik( tsa 11 )!jraa mdidgdleee dntso dit ne mnij. Lbtaesei is 5 een. 5. Cerncotneta emt tdi rvoerfe kere ki lerfraoa rsgtie yhaay tche neb tgotspe. Ik mhu m oretgueantecdgtcre dus lwe bhe. Efrvoer thise arma sottpge. De:rnoow ????? ???????? atelast wrnea maslaaaam zn ????? ???? itd ??. Dta en hmu ja. Rnamnn derueo inet ik imnj ene oonwekadt ik ekli rdaa ik trm etclhos neklerkigstkda me emt met czu droo arahm ben ag ebn naetl totegps wradea knebijek wourv. Ni ijnm mioo furgui rtaks. Leeh lrphondea agat edog ahha. I eth kebor pells. Slpel cmuis was teh. Ben sal ej loorathdp ej eukzim ndeozr evel elrlens ne terbe. Cuosf zlejfe degnoieaamn op nrdooag en. Iez d,rongaoa en ej efelzm in ijnm teneg astch amed dt,i dfoho boarvpeoelsrta gnedni nimj teni in tiu naa blfij dntjsei elvjeenrgik nak sgrtui lzas:o etm ik neadenr. Dinotice brtee lew dsu jimn si. Eth si nva ana eegitnen ainednfglie uunu bne ik wnta inmj obhby eth. Lgaev ben rakla clhos,o tme in ki tem idee snteote ahahha. Eiklgdje ik m ga pcefetr lsfotngaee hhaaha ki ochrojsala tid lbjneiv etnzti po heb w4ov. Teufru xoox lrgiie easaf ej 30. 6. 0622. 24:28. Heeft !aj!aaaajj)jja ruu eeogwnnn om -11 cnhsast kkooa(rm einespatl edanderln met en egten 3 -32 dagnava.

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