A letter from Sep 29, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Future me, Im going to stay late for you, im going to care for you, i am going to work hard for you, those sweat and tears, i am going to study so hard u are going to be so proud. I would do anything for you. That’s why i am going to start this Winter Arc 2024. Because i want to focus on myself and improve my mental and physique health. I want to achieve a better mental health, physique health, being kinder, having a better skin, feeling good in my skin, studying with a good mindset, thanking Allah for everything, fasting for health and imaan, being close to Allah, doing my daily adhkar, not bullying someone, when seeing doha almubasher say sorry to her and ask forgiveness, be kind to everybody, respect everybody especially my parents, talking as a muslim women, soft and calm, having the skill to cook moroccan food, having respect to everybody and not shouting. I want to get the following things done: - graduating at VWO - studying 6 years for VWO, not more. - having a healthy muscular body My struggles are: - my almost dead grandma, the love that i have for her is endless, never-ending - myself, i think everything is hard, and give up too fast I want to be a strict, smart, muscular, respectful, kind, succesful woman who is proud of herself. Hey Safae! Im at a hard period in my life, where i dont pray, dont do my adhkar, dont do my homework, have a almost dead grandma, cry 3 times atleast everyday, have a very bad mental health, hate myself and just survive every day, thats why i saw the Winter Arc and wanted to start it. Exactly on day one of the Winter Arc, i have a geography test, im curious if im going to score hard. I sleep very late and wake up late, where is the real Safae? Where is it? Thats why im writing a letter to my future self. Bye Bye, see u later. 21.33 (ur 14 y old past Safae) 29-9-2024

Epilogue

9 months later

The following is a letter from December 30, 2025, delivered from the past by FutureMe

Dear FutureMe,
Hoe gaat het?
Mentaal ben net niet zo stabiel namelijk.
Ik ga naar...

En ijmn tscsrooo,lhp ijkk bsodeses f,neloote lfims etm ed ne sbyo mn si ,ievslrejk neb ne dmkasra met piasrealmt ki 2/47.
Ohbyb en m eluilsntet is. Heb ddiledgme doe jij tid je hwuiresk eoiom 58, ej iultentsle ana sta ?fecsjri rigkj omnetm ? lkidgseaj of jesten ej ne gno jij ne ki een op 01 ne mkaa knoertet. Ik neeiiljkg maar nm gedo node ebts atag elw rebet eht otem ethc. Ne opoh tme catetroetcn tad ijj tnie nerve yayah en randse hme tgpotes aoccntt bhe ik dnmiae erve ook. Itied?nco nmji naliegeidnf etm op en ej ene ne owndek,toa tmomne tdi ja gaad?ne tgaa ej nmai ne emt ej heo heb tlggures oz oz naa agat neb teratgs eth aeenxm het gon is ruwnetso ohe ,aj je realhodnp eod. En 2206 ylsean egnego lerdege atd ki ik etwhacn neb, te ik lfze mo kna tien beh. Repfetc ik utfelinas neninebg itd etfeprc en ag ajar <3.
Tahcejs oxxo je sefaa.
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Sh,eteajc odge taag met me het yeh. Si het nou emaellah rm gei koe eitn. Mletaan taw ik ebn eelstbria. Ag ki koo stophlroosc ed arna. 2x manda epr. Is ceptrfe pealmsatir. Gdeo ieiendr vagel uno. En kkawer 2/22300 ik 6 uur sapla rdon ebn mo. 00. Syob enb ki ssdebeso mte. Teh is fite rcacetpee tad nee. Uizentkoe ednaagm ne heb te re mo agan eme edgeelr aeronokz ed. Wat een figeknar ni ik eooatrvrkza cclestkyn/ue heb lhee mn tonedkt lael neelv adamr. Were un bdssseeo zo arakdm ki nee tnie kjik raam. Aemnnn haaloosjcr de tstenoe si coth i al zjin lkraa jvoobiro. Ki etber ltselniuet kan atga aarm dsseet lew. Etjebe ene anv ki deo alesl. Aaahhah csgairht zijn reifjcs njim. Sotnd er 9 edieemlddg 11 en dti rj)aa! rektteon k(i ki sta nimj. Ebatelsi een 5 si. 5. Ki atenoncrect aayyh tme ethc gsitre forrvee arlofera neb eekr dit egosptt. Elw bhe m usd hmu ecugadecnregtretot ki. Amra hesti tptosge revorfe. Oowde:nr zn ????? ?? ???? salmaaama ernaw aesattl ????? itd ????????. Dat ja uhm en. Vurow maahr mnij keli ik tien neb mrt woadonket daar ik me tnlea bkeenikj tem nee ag ptstgeo door nmarnn knrtkdaesgekil rwaead tme neb htlsceo eroedu ik cuz. Ni jmni igrfuu akrst mioo. Eopdnahrl aahh ogde taag leeh. Beork slelp teh i. Eth swa lples uismc. Je vlee ej aohortlpd enb sal imukze beert en roznde rleslen. Efzlje en op ouscf ganeemidona drgnaoo. Caths in in eiz je ik aan jimn usritg eednanr dijsnte eitn ank egjeenkrliv tem g,oorndaa ,itd edam ntege itu jnmi lfmzee enidgn oohfd en asz:ol lfbji paerrbtvleooas. Teber ntioeidc elw si sud nijm. Eht obhby ana atnw mnji ki ieenntge nelanfgidie si nav hte ben uunu. Ohocsl, oeentts eied ik lkara bne ni hhhaaa etm mte aegvl. Netzit ik hhaaah fgsaeontel m arsolchjao dgkleije trfpcee op ehb ga dti vbjnile wvo4 ki. Eriilg 30 feasa tufreu je ooxx. 6. 0226. 2:248. Eonegnwn arenlnded !jajaaa!a)jajj ftehe emt leseintpa ookrk(am ntege mo 3 ruu sshatnc 3-2 11- ne gdaavan.

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