A letter from Sep 28, 2024

Hi.... Abror how your doing after 2 years in uni, ok so before asking anything I'll tell you about my life currently 28th September 2024 and several weeks leading up to it, as you probably know I started uni about a month ago, section problems n ****, a lot basically happened, I met new people maybe friends maybe enemies im not sure as I just had met them, I'll tell some that I have in my mind right now that I remember, Sabiha, Farzona, Marjona, Shahina, Nazokat, from girls and Abror, Jalol (Jalil), Jasur, Begzod, MuhammadYusuf, Nurmuhammad, Xabib, Abdurahmonv and some more, I haven't memorised all of their names just at this moment, by now you probably know who is who and what they're personalities are, I hope they're good idk, I feel empty and depressed now atm, cause I started liking Sabiha but she started ignoring and ghosting me, even though I was always being nice and genuinely liked her, but oh well, I don't know why she would be sad at me or angry when she is the one that betrayed me, it's all about the sections thing, ik it's cringe, but feelings exist, I got lied on and gaslit, I don't know why I still continued but oh well, how's she now? a friend ? a no one ? who is she for you now, and who are your close friends, Im heartbroken idk, Azim is still a g tho, same with Zilolichkaaa, I'm doin my 3d work, it's going ok not amazing cause I feel depressed and unmotivated and sad, cause I feel like a lost her, but at the end even if she didn't like me, she lost someone that loved her but I lost someone who didn't care about me, which is fine, I don't like 1 sided friendships, and I absolutely hate betrayal and lies, I hope your doing well in terms of everything, happy 18th years of age btw, that's your big age moment, I feel like I messed up everything but at the same time, I did nothing wrong or offensive, I'm always nice to everyone and I don't even fake it, if I'm nice to someone then I'm being genuinely nice, and also are you reading this alone ? orrr with your friends or family, idk, and also did you get your driver's license as your 18 now? how's university going? you got grant 5th place, be happy, your studying I.T as I chose like yesterday, hope you don't regret it 💀🙏, and are you happy with everything? cause right now I'm not, I feel depressed and unmotivated and alone, all cause of a girl 😶, I don't know what to say anymore soo be fine and dont disappoint us, achieve what you want, bye