A letter from Sep 27, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I should be reviewing rn kasi exams and i don't know a thing in AP at all, but hello bb. Atm, you just came from a hangout with your bbs (Ali and Shanny). Monthsary today, with aug 27 being the date where the trio was formed hehe. Today:p. Unang una sa lahat, Hows Shanna? Hows Ali? Kamusta wellbeing nila? atm, maraming reasons to not smile. A lot of reasons to be tired. How are they now? Did momma got to Germany na? Is she taking german classes? Is she doing good? What about Ali? better? You guys are in separate schools na, how is she fairing? A lot has happened this month. To say na one month palang kami mag kaibigan, ayayayya truly a lot happened. Our first actual talk with Shanny was band prac at Aug 26. It was awkward but it was such a step point. Taking the risk was so worth it. Saying I'll sing lovesick at club day was so worth it. Inviting Shann for icecream was so worth it. Then by Aug 27 we did, ate icecream at 7/11 near roberta with Ali. We sang lovesick there, and we performed at Aug 27 with me and Ali singing and Shann playing bass (or guitar me not sure). HEHE NAKAKAHIYA, But just doing that, it was quite magical. Dami pa nangyari, gosh. From escaping sa prac para lang makapag shawarma sa hgo, late night talks and opening up and going to school with no sleep, getting Sammy, Going to gubat sa syudad, Watching possession of Hannah grace, escaping sa bahay at night para lang pumunta sa happy go, giving letters to mom and making her cry, hanging out at ali's house and eating takoyaki and strolling around and having that talk sa play ground and finding my yellow, visiting mom sa house nya kasi absent sya, going sa likod ng cedar and eating taho, it raining so hard so mom stayed at my house for a few hours, the talk with mom sa playground about jellyfishes and butterflies.... and the monthsary now at ali 's house. It kinda got ruined cause I was feeling so guilty regarding not reviewing and going home late and leaving my gramma alone with tasks. Babawi talaga ako sa birthday ko I swear. I miss them already na. I really should be reviewing but to clear my mind, I at least need to make sure these memories will be kept in this digital letter. I love them too much to let them go. I cant let them go, ever. Theyre my everything. They make me happy and I want them to always have the best in life aswell. My wish is by this you receive this letter, They're happier and doing better. Please love them whole and do it your all to be there for them. BUT, okay lang if you dont have the strenght to do so. Do not blame yourself for elai, you're just a child too. I love you. May we be remembering this anniversary and actually celebrating it. I hope all is doing well in that side of time. Sincerely, Bethy +