A letter from Sep 25, 2024

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, So... ...I know I keep writing these, but suck it up, okay? I just wanted you to know that if you're reading this be proud of yourself, you made it so far. Same goes to everyone one else reading this, since I'll set it to public. So, I don't know why I'm writing this, I guess I'm just writing it. What are you doing right now? Yes, right now? SAY IT I DARE YOU! (Totally not trying to embarrass you) So, uhh. How's life? I'm guessing that you reading this means that the rapture hasn't taken place, huh? Sad. Sooooooooo. I dunno what to ask. How's Youth group? Do we ever get ungrounded? How's it going with your writing? (Did we finish the new book abt Jess and Leo? Coz we just started it on 18/09/2024. Not sure where it's going or if I'll give up. Also, have we found the courage to finish writing DemonMyst? I know it's hard to bring ourselves to it when Sino isn't around to help us. Maybe she has a phone by now? Don't **** me for the spelling of that book, lol. Oh yeah, The Henry's are coming back to Durban this week, if all goes to plan. Which might be a tad bit awkward considering what just happened lately. But I'm super excited to see Abby! P.S; I don't wanna make you sad, but is Brownie still alive? She's alive now, just chilling outside (I'm at Gigi's house) If she isn't alive, then I'm so sorry, I know you love her, she's a great dog and has been with us since before we were born. But I do know this, God is always there for you okay? How's Mum? Is she still in the same situation? Maybe things will change. Also, how's it feel to be 16? I can't be bothered to be too excited about it right now, but you deserve to be, I'll take all that unexcitement for you, so just enjoy it. And how's Riley? Have you two managed to stay friends? 'Cause right now it hurts a bit, but anyhow, don't dwell on it, ey? Remember, learn from the past, and move forward. You can't drive always staring in the rear view. Has the government made any improvements? Like they SAID they would??? There's an owl hooting outside, bro. And how about the worship team at Youth, how's that going? Have you led anything yet? Alone? Coz next month (October) we'll be leading Firm Foundation (He won't). Don't get me wrong, I have practiced, but ****, that song is confusing, lol. Hope I do well. Plus the others will be in America for the month (FOR WHO KNOWS WHAT REASON!) Also, are we still on the Lion Diet? If so, how's that going? Do we have the body of our dreams? If not we'll just have to be cremated and put into an hourglass. OH! BY THE WAY! Alyssa's back from America (oldest one, not the Youth one, and not the Kids one) So... ...have we joined any sports or anything interesting? ALSO! WE NEED A MERMAID SYLICONE TAIL !!! For what? I don't know. We just need it. I'm sure the comments will agree. Also, have we moved houses again/yet? I don't really like moving to be honest. I prefer stability, but I guess it's always cool in a way. Our future child/children won't have to deal with moving, hopefully God will provide a beautiful and stable home. Anyways, so how's school? Afrikaans getting any better? How's our Duolingo streak? THAT BIRD WILL ****** US IF WE LOOSE IT AGAIN! Also today marks 173 days. Still not as long as our 234 day streak that we lost last year, but whatever. HA! Speak of the devil. I just got notified by Duo saying "Time for your Spanish lesson Improve your Spanish with a 3 minute lesson now" Stalker... And how's Ghost doing? Does she still get random zoomies and try to **** your foot? And just incase this is boring, let me just bring up some past embarrassment for ya: Remember when you liked Ethan? And you were working outside on a project or something, or maybe it was break. But then you saw him coming and ran to hide in the girls bathroom. But then you slipped and fell? And then you scrambled up and ran inside hoping he didn't see that? But he actually did see it? Okay I'll shut up now. lmao. So, yeah, does J still like you? If so I feel sorry for him. I made it a clear no, but whatever. Hope he finds someone amazing. (Someone ELSE amazing) Also, I'm proud of you, okay? You made it. So don't forget how strong you are. (OH IT'S 12:21) Yeah, I think we needa take an ADHD and Autism test girlie. LOL, jk. 12:22 Also, I managed to get a screenshot of my phone clock when it said 11:11:11. Has that phone died yet? Coz rn the back is broken and I'm waiting to get another phone case, also the volume button is... ...disabled. Soooooooo, uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. HI. Imma wrap this up, coz I got nothing else to say, and I've got break in a few (6-5) minutes. So, as always, I love you, stay safe, and be yourself. Lots of love; A memory from the past. <3

Epilogue

about 16 hours later

Dear Me, a letter, to the girl I used to be:

25/09/2025/17:39

Hey...this letter made me cry, but not in a bad way just...let me explain.

Right now, I'm watching...

'its aedrsii mfro oaessn i kbca rapimev jstu erttyp ,uhsh ,sey fo the 91 tgo rwok, mheo of e,rhte m'i ta esoepid to dna ogwkinr lhosco idngo ebscaue kiwngor srnictoigptrnaa 3. Lsoa ehicldl.
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Ton dan ma has flie ysadl sttniig n,o nad and g,ood aiwtgin i lltis enakt lpeac it hree si. Ni ta tepecaxcne sky the lr*seag. *.
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Ena'vth tno the to pacm eary ubt lcyltuaa kabc ot,huy 'im go at dednee od,g ivoarbeh i noo,s to imthg nbee i i llwe' ude temi tiwh gnoig see nlpsraoe dna lal.
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Hhhhhuh. . . Ooso. . . Oyu see. . . Tubao ahtt. . . I was htwa intwirg or hte ------f- aehv it wsa eno htta on i daie fi boko. I tub veah so csbodarup 'ill ym onw csrhea nowk ot. Oru sr?podubca.
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Pnoe. Asw ot nath'ev ni titouwh dsal,te whlei elart nsi,o wtinigr eht htta i itnconeu earucog i'll oen it feli yeamb ntniecuo nfodu it doog.
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Dan ngah ok-a- and adn igdon now rfo rhe uto kbac adn ilweh htohug atger ighsnt eth nbee eh'nysr fdixe uc,mh agert rae nwyokoowhu-- ew esengi a abby saw he hebtror dont' evah si. Ethm atth rfo evlo.
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Kitt. . . Psent iemt agdl ttha os uyo m'i hitw rhe. . . I eshs' trhu lsilt ot aitw ti go reh vleo i utb to mi' nwke wehn lelh sya yrros see kiel gnoe we gnomic hatt and wsa ehr nwok ti thob i ot ,odse antc' dna nvehae dan. Cmhu adn nda igcrny hse gdoo liwl had dbon i nnpdsgie love htta rhe 'ttsha long seh's dan criupste lgokino seidprom taknh am i so ucks,s i esh dha we hte but ubt i esflmy adn i rhe leookd onug,eh eimt tno nad atth caesebu we -f----- akdr uoy adn we nad that the leif rowbn em, reh goreft tewn at tihw dngeol yflfuf ese oyk,a eht a tboh e,yes eher ym nad ahir can adn ikel gneo dah eeys rounemd nsu own bcka ahd ubt adh ni i seh erdash sims eth **** lngo fro. Rady erh hsi sutj ti rshtu wioutth ot see. ,it i atth atht ehs tlfe tnhmo edid. I i nad ldot it bodnoy ,em rdiec tsuj tfle. Illw ide ermo i ahet adn atwi ,rtlea tbu htat sbdbeo i gnivli i f------ i iengse ot re'ew eneylslsd i fi tta,h ehr sneam onw ceedsad adn do eti,ndrue fereob aevh.
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Rmtaet htaw on is there, h'es dog rthee se,y.
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Dan yes, ive' seh is i illw seieng whree dingrksad fetfro ym miankg os ubt she hes sdik adn etnltedi si not dan eddecid not uilnt at'ths be hse ,is trsuh seh ym ehr *st* taht sosemteim, b,ythirda an esy, on on si utb falut emvo v,eil it utc ot teuruf rhe ,ointtuasi 'hses ,npsirces fof ont wtha sbuecae eams seh nto seh si adn tgse llaiynf im' reh eht llsit ehr not ym yb etgtorhe a fi h8t1 it ni si otn dna e,rh ilwl feil. Alets not yomilnoaelt ta.
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Over rcas,y wnat nibge is ot be rllaey nda si i tsolam dnt'o 16 utald cebueas hiddcloho an oru. Astterd i tbu aeralyd eamyb. Stju w,ay erhtei 61 16 is. Ta atesl now i etg na i. D. Ta ti fo heav fndi ievovldn ot tge erh teh yaw we lsaehs noso egbni uotiwht a ,satle ot.
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Dan sien,c him oswtdra ill eksnpo leyri nelgseif tub ldoh i no i nhvte'a. Srye,ul lwil 'im i tub elvo and i go agtlihr s,ey be tlgient him, gla,nhie. E,b 'hse eesomaw hwta i tghim lyaedra i tnhik mtaetr adn on.
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No. No. Etyh ripetvoesmmn ont ahve edam. Eptxec. No ttah i trap !idn!eh!!gldd!s!!ao lveo. ,on tub r'ewe. . . Where sa we we era era we dan aer.
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Mbeeermr ykhas duoanfiotn ina-res ttyepr dai,s ndbooy retehi i i in bnee tpricace eeddn rowk ot ym rogiwnk ubt tpeidse fi edligna i it rimf a dna erats, it ylrroecct uodcl adn sreu 'idtnd mi' ocvie nogwr, bhrilryo eat'hnv wetn insg uyt,oh sa igndur.
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Yaeh. Htey. Iearacm ni gniaa rae. Hyr'ete rnyujaa btuao wree itll htye wno heer oeng nda. Lyhe'tl dene so who e,b i tsath' 'sit rsttu akoy niggo, eb aymeb aer og-edld odrenw ot ubt that hety i yhet herwe.
P. Tpeona eesrtnp in rhe nmsisios ieanvgl a ve'i ofr rof is ewke tge xnte sno!o itavnem trhyabdi gaott s:.
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And peastit gouhlhat amte to adn liamyn kainmg tae lilts ve'we odmeemha stlil ew ymymu ihcdwset evg, tbruut,tne.
On. Loev ,ulhsogsra cteradme ni iengb 'rewe leik na oolsk.
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Pamc lhwei gone m!e a p,pyah slasay lsta uheg annnglip esam tibaeenlrco to het so ryas'e tgo orf duonf i !n!nn!nb!!e!! tdlo thsi is ythe odyobn !s!ew!!!n ew dan erla htta iarmred weer otu keew hhh!a!h!!!! ameirrd.
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Owkr prsos,t we but os htat nw,o no ttha's.
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On.
Ew.
Do.
Ton.
Ende.
A.
Einoclsi.
Rdmiame.
Atil.
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. . . Ety taesl at ton.
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Ahenpp 'henvta dnericntaioso a but tbealviyni risesuo dvoem et,y we will shsoeu that s'it.
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Stju vefi tgyoilr rseplsweo rea -f----- aurnne!lre)r a if three soob,k v'ei the nt(o !o!!!asl ygotirl edra.
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Tyh cholos veitdnen a by ttah si ,nfie llwi till ahev lneaggua is i ksifaanra ton eocm nda ttamnetes moindgk hdusol tdsan been taht.
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Oru tasker. . . Daed is.
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Sutj !!!diinkgd.
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Fo ahd ebne 252, at ,325 oprpdde 7 i-slfimesna 6 eulaeg tdyao wihch si't sewek ro for uot jsut ni enigb ew ew eeimthsoffi-r/nn/laslais donmadi +het.
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Olgvni hcmu os as dedad sehcs that ethy na ,tnopoi. Oioninftcati on eernsc lal eorv entsaigw ym dweir utb st'i hoem ,ety nad s'eh ah a,h.
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Kginese rtats ta m'i dasi het ym act adn sy,e orf ot terycurln aetnitnot btiing nwtaiig aksnel si. 0:18(1).
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Uyo. Ehmort. F------------f---ff-----f----f-f-.
?o!!u?y tath o-wh h-tat -ii-i fsuree how sw-a t-o eard ouy- owh n-o cuold )olam( -to.
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Deon su ihnkt cbak i ihm a ghianv him tub ehliw unko-,w-ywtoha i and j to ntve'ha and ni i enes st'i dogo hotb tuc oshmnt me ffo deu seom sfnlia. For nbgie hatst' kithn on owt i dan adn haypp autob eose,nom i nodgi in ,akyo 'im and eh ihm ,oodg eamyb tdpose o'el'v hiwhc uofnd rkwo teh is hs'e lstlpiy,as oitfspy eovl'' ihm neo nmeas a thta lyaptsli 'esh noe gosserpr lcdeal so aws gtrea, nad.
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Ouy kahnt. . . It su podur of aimngk mi' orf. Orf not nakht up m,e you niigv no lvoe.
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Iads ahd stohnm sterlet dna j oga tiuasm asdi it i etst atpilca i esy, ti na oiees'rpnds it taluacyl or'mja ni koto thwi. . . Ybh***.
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Esrhtssoenc ogt fo tlo ,won nad elov we ::111111 fo escecd,deu evw'e a suvidrve uoy ll,o.
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Ayhe, nda si ullbyefauit skr!ow dan ewhol a nwe dan ,ppo ickht ti ceovr we tgo eht adn ,on buel 'tis rclae epohn ilgier.
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Akthn ,tlgriah you.
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Itsl so mami mnay obsko (i aer,y raed rweogfloinv os os is rz!ayc have so tilss stih ihst, eetrh ym 'sit os trb ays usjt wvee'. . . Nda so !eceaps velo ) nad ti ehva to ecni i an 'sti.
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Etef my ksepe yna llasm ehs sacedr sdnoec e'shs htsog me m'i at is toevnmmes nw,o gnnao aikgmn dna islyntle itgntsi biet. Ues lsoa a fo tog i'snt nad hte selpe hratre no wloelda she no no reh es'dh top the ro ltesac cchuo she cucho a t,i to eth ruesesf.
Seh a,rtwe erh andre?va rty she hse odme!v ,fdoo what eods fdreofe rhe ot e,diutso wkon egav csetah,csr i ayemb hawt edah ?ta!nw nod't t,aswn lemem i eth i nope go lhsduo. :)1(189.
All enwt oscsden esh rfo nneteien 10:2)(8 out fo.
'eshs i em nhteisom onw idd nasgrti ngrow ta leki. Teh (181:2) at ess'h walls wno ginsart. Me )(:1812 inaag. Seh twah sode tsac w!ko?!n?. . . Mhet leov. Utb ----f-- y'hrete erecyp. Eyt ucet nda. . . (821:)2 rgstnai ta the lwlsa ianga. Tiem pndes ehr, vole iwht. Ewf a irsoemme eamk.
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Tghalir. Mi' heisdinf rehe. Ahnskt letetr teh ofr.
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P. Meor kai fi ddieec a'nct tkti i ro oelv s: i. . . Ephl. R(eza oetrbshr. N[no] rtiyglo speeolrw#s. ).
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Ilgtarh. Tat'sh htaw ntwa is ,uoy ot aerht wree yemsdoas aebixletc elvo who ot be okya to efetfnidr sfea, be uteiqre adn woh tysa a,deyrtesy anht i'ts fi eb g,ritlah its' ,layasw meassydo uyo sulau gayins ulys,oefr rouy adn hant be ubecsae uyo nvee s'ti tasirlyldca be i be sa akyo.
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Vloe oyu i.
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Tsap rs,pneet soon eb tols ot eht nda of oe:lv.

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