A letter from Sep 23, 2024

Dear FutureMe, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!!!! Hows college? I hope you’ve chosen the right course. I’ll just update or remind you of how I am now (last year). Mga 7k naipon mo sa bday mo. Kaka 18 mo lang and right now you are feeling scared. Im am scared because di ko pa alam kung ano kukunin ko sa college and idk ano plano ko. Im also excited to be an adult. Last year you’ve experienced many things. G11 was fun. You had your heart broken really bad. I still miss her even though like 6 months na kami wala. I still admire her even though di na kami nag uusap. Grabe dami mo nang ginawang bisyo before ka maging 18. Naka pag bar ka na, naka try ka na mag yosi, and madaming times ka nang uminom. I just want to remind you na you should take things slowly. Take care of yourself and always remember ti love yourself. Dont think too much on what people think about you because their opinion doesn’t matter. 19 ka na, I hope na you are more matured na and more serious sa life mo. Right now spiritually i am not doing so well. My faith is going down. Please don't disappoint me. Mag aalmost 3 years ka na nagsasabi na mag babalik loob ka na. If di ka parin nag bago hangang ngayon just know na I am disappointed in you. Im excited what your life is going to be ngayong 18 ka na. Sana naman di ka nag ccringe sa email na ito. Again please take care of yourself. Mag aral ka ng mabuti para kila nanay at tatay. Pray ka parati. Read your bible. And always remember to love yourself. I LOVE YOU!!! Sincerely, 18yo MATHIEU