A letter from Sep 22, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I just confessed to my crush but she rejected me IN THE MOST NICEST WAY so its totally fine. I really thought she was the one and we'd have that highschool romance. She is like the only lesbian that I have ever liked that wasn't a dickhead. So yeah it hurts that she didn't feel the same and only wanted to be my friend. I just feel like I will never get a girlfriend everyone has their highschool romances and I haven't even kissed a girl and Im turning 18 in a few months and I can't believe that I still haven't even romantically held a girl's hand before. I really wish that in a year's time I want to have experienced at least one romantic thing. Thats all I wish for...