A letter from Sep 22, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hey, it’s u from 1 year ago😸. Just kind of want to update life right now and see how much I’ve changed a year from now. So I start nail tech school in a month, im excited and nervous for that. I’m nervous in the aspect that I have to socialize with ppl but im hoping that in a year from now my social skills are way better. Also kinda nervous cuz as u know, those group of barbers were apparently fangirling over me so I feel like I’ll eventually have to end up talking to them and I’m too awkward for that and men make me nervous so we will see how that goes😭. Anyways, I just really hope my nail business is as successful as im hoping it to be. I just got my package with all my materials, I got that white arm rest, business cards, etc. im hoping I gain enough money to hopefully either move out or save up money for a dorm for college in New York or flordia. I just want to get out of this city and experience life, I want to escape this shell I am in. I think nail Tech will be that leap I need to take until I start nursing school. I’m in my second year, halfway through the first semester and so far I have all A’s. I’m a little concerned for my biology class and feel like I may end up getting a B grade. My love life lately has been kinda crappy but spicy at the same time. Like a month or 2 ago I texted Joan, and it was around that time the breakup really became official to me. It was like a good weeks worth of Feeling pain, heartbreak, and anger. But Ive been beginning to accept it. I feel like im moving on, i do have my short moments where I miss him but now at least i have the closure of not thinking we will be getting back together. I’m hoping by the end of this year im not thinking of him nearly as much anymore, especially a year from now. I hope you found a new guy to tease. Maybe even gone on ur first date?🤭. And that guy Gio, I recently discovered the song he made about me, I genuinely like it.. but I don’t plan to talk to him again, he def gives off cheater vibes + I need me a business man. I’m scared I’ll see him in public, but also it’s kind of exciting if I did, I wonder what would happen. Anyways, I hope life has been good for you, I believe around this time you will be sending out transfer applications so good luck! Don’t let anyone talk you out of your dreams. Don’t let a man hold u back. Do not commit to someone who isn’t your husband. Do not lower your standards and ever ever settle for less. Ur too hot for that. Anyways, I hope a lot of things have changed by the time this is sent. I’m really hoping for the best. Right now I literally have like 20 dollars to my name and have no freaking idea how im supposed to buy mr fart food, get my lip flip, dye my hair black, and get my skincare stuff all before nail school starts. Most likely I’ll just put it on my card but gawshhh I don’t want to.. hopefully now though u got money. I’m considering using a man for his money but everyone I meet is a broke loser. Ok my phone is on 5% I gotta cut this short. Love u gurly pop.