A letter from Sep 19, 2024

Dear Future Me, Happy birthday! How is Uni going? I hope it's doing well for you. If it's not, it's alright. Mei Donghai turned out to be our girlfriend. She died though... It's been 221 days (7 months, 8 days) since Mei is gone from my perspective. 586 days from your perspective. Did you move on? Does it really get easier? I had a mental breakdown last night, thinking about Mei and everything I could've done with her, all the lost dreams and hopes. Happy birthday, future me. Remember our past-self's words. "-in the darkest time, there is still glimpses of hope. You just need to march forward and endure it." And from me, be strong in the belief that life is beautiful.