A letter from Sep 18, 2024

Dear FutureMe, LMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAO anyway this year I have also delayed it to until september so it seems like this will turn into a "birthday" thing rather than a "5 de mayo" thing. anyway. that's what I get for the ADHD lolllll,,, I'M SORRY BUT I'M BAWLING MY EYES OUT WITH THE ELLIOT PART AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASHAHSHASHASHASHASHASHASHAHSAS. Jesos Xrisp xddddddd that was terrible to readdd. xddd. Anyway, no, indeed, as of today: 18 - sep - 2024, they are still *not* married nope, (I was ******* *t h e r e* when that bitter b1tch denied them the procedure over some ******* weird and also almost non-existant paper Cam needed from his county, anyway lol, bieja culiá).HOWEVER, it is also true that they've had the papers moving and the lawyers and some ***** idk for a bit, so they might be getting finally married SOON [I ******* hope lol]. On another note and more on topic with the usual order, now I'm still living with my boyfriend Ivan, and yep, as I'm writing this it now going to be almost 2 years instead of just 1 so, yaaay, that's great. This time I'm also writing from *our* living room instead of my mom's, SPEAKING OF WHICH BTW, she's literally leaving the country TOMORROW so yeah, that's fun. Last letter I was like "hah lol she's babbling about cats and I don't hate her" and now it's been a year and she's e s c a p i n g. It was about time rlly, not much left for her to do here anyways, so I'm really not sad. Not just because I'm like that and I don't really ever miss my mom ever lol, but because I'm also genuinely happy for her that she "goes back home" after such a long time, and she does indeed expect her life to be better there so, I hope that for her too (would be such a **** move for the universe if it weren't going to be the case lol). So yeah, tomorrow September 19th 2024, Ivan and I will take my mom to the airport and she'll go on a flight with no return to RD. (I just wanted to write that so it was a little bit more poetic lol.) On the ivan topic, aside from elliot and cam not being married yet (LMAO i'M SORRY I'M STILL NOT OVER IT XDDDDDDDDD), they also have not yet met in person tho, I do hope they meet and we can do something fun. moving on to more personal topics, we are happily (HAHSAHSHASH NOT MARRIED EITHER SCSSDXDDSXDDXCSDZ), living together, a little bit more real than it was when I wrote the last letter, (his uncle still doesn't know I exist, even tho at this point he's gotta at least suspect something FOR SURE or else he's even more autistic than ivan and I are lol) because indeed we've been living for quite some time now with me _not going back to toni's_ when he has got to go to his town, but back to my mom's, even tho I think that was already the case when I wrote last year's letter. anyway. It does look like we are closer now to ACTUALLY living together as in like, officially, because soon apparently, he's changing the name on the contract from his uncle's to his, so I will finally HAVE A *KEY* yay. On the topic of our relationship, it's actually going very nicely, with each passing day we better ourselves and the relationship, and I'm very fond of him and I love him, and he's now beside me, teletrabahando in his "new" (not new now but it wasn't there when last year's letter was written xd) desk, it's dark green, big, very comfy, and we had a great time going to IKEA to get it asasahsajsahjshas. we still have meatballz lol. anyway, and he's listening to "no puedo vivir sin ti, no hay manera", and it's very cute. I don't know if I told him I write these letters to myself, surely I did, but I forget this stuff lmao. He probably finds it cute too lol. reñoño. ehmmm, okay on the academic topic, efestibamente, I'm now on my 5th and last year of the Biology degree (and I ******* HOPE it's the last one because I only have 1 class lmaoooo, shud k1ll myself if I fail it lol). And yeah as I revealed by saying I only have one class, ALSO EFECTIVAMENTE I managed to finish the practices and the TFG xddddddd. I got a 6.1 on it but lmao as if I care, what's important is that it's done (but I will reveal tho that it being that lower mark *DOES* sting a bit lol. I mean it was poor but THAT poor??, I'm used to at least a 7, I got a bitter relationship with anything lower than that, I'm okay with not being WAY over the average, _but just a little above average does hurt lol_). VEINTE DE ABRIL, DEL NOVEEENTAAA. that's what's now on "the radio" and by the radio, well, let's just say, el espotify de Ivan. xdddddddd It's a very good song. Anyway going on with academics, not reaaally academics exactly BUT, I went back to that little old thing of mine to study greek xddd. AND HEY, IT'S GOING FAIRLY OK TBH I do think this might be the farthest I've ever gone with a language and *actually* being motivated to keep going and actually finish learning it (and by that I mean not just having some fondness for having known a couple of verbs and knowing a couple of songs, but rather being able to understand and speak even if it's just a bit). Για παράδειγμα, αυτό είναι εγώ τον εαυτό μου γραφω λίγο στην ελληνικά, δεν ξέρω αν αυτό είναι καλά, αλλά «περιμένω» ότι πότε θα διαβάζω αυτό του χρόνου, θα μπορώ να το καταλαβαίνω, και corregirlo even. Μου αρέσει πολύ να μαθένω η ελληνικά. Y bueno eso que tampoco me siento tan preparado como para escribir mucho más que eso, que encima apenas he usado casos y tal xddd. Pero bueno, que para el año que viene cuando lea esta carta cerca de mi cumple, espero hablar mucho mejor griego xdd, que un año es mucho rato lmao. On the Joey topic, more or less, pretty much the same I already wrote on last year's letter, we're still friends, I like that we're still friends, and that's ok. It is undeniably true that the relationship has faded A LOT and it's not even close to what it was in its origins, but I'm not mad, he still holds a dear place in my heart, and who knows maybe even one day I do finally meet him ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. (And I'm honestly kinda sad for him because indeed he did tell me one year ago that he'd finally lost his virginity, but a similar instance has not happened yet so the last time he ****** was literally more than a year ago, lmao, couldn't be me. But he seems cool with that so, that's okay and I'm glad he's ok). EEEEEEEEEHHH going back to the begining of last year's, indeed that was the longest I had delayed it, but that also literally happened this year, because May came, and I actually did remember these things, however look at this, again it's 9/18/24, and again I haven't written a letter until today xddd. weno kemasdá. It is a cute thing that I write these things to myself every year (and **** I'm even surprised with the english level of last year's cause I remember what was my level when I started with this stuff and it was HORRIBLE but lmao I was reading the previous one thinking "**** this ***** has a higher level than I do" xdddddd) I also wanted to add an image to this one also but I'm not entirely sure how to do that in the web browser? I don't exactly know how I did that last year lol, cause I said I was also using the laptop but idk. Maybe I send another one just with the picture xddd. As a final note, I am indeed FATTER and I DON'T like that, and apparently we're going back to the gym and I hope I can finally lower my weight and be a little comfier in my own body lemado. AAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaand I think that's it for now? yeah I guess, WAIT I ALSO LOVE MY FRIENDS :3 VIC AND LORA I LOBIUS BBS no se me ha dao por recordarlo ahora y ta bonito, these things are just for me anyway but I don't think it's fair that Toni get's to be mentioned and people I actually hold dearly still (and love more now even), like Vic & Lora, don't get to be mentioned. SO that's exactly what I'm doing now, mentioning them, even tho if it's just to say I love them, I do. :) NOw for real, as is customary, happy birthday in advance, and As always, hope you're still alive and bye 👌👌. From Diego (from 2024)