A letter from Sep 16, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hey, I just turned 20 yesterday and just wanted to write you something special. We just moved into our apartment, I got a cottan candy colored gaming desk and our succulents are growing in the corner of our room. My major right now is Russian and Creative Writing with a minor in Chinese. I just found out my Chinese name today Luo Yayun and it means 'Elegant and Prosperous form the Rose family'. Literally it says 'Rose Bean-fields elegance' lmao. Anyway, stuff is going well, Chinese is hard but its fun, Russian is ofc going great. I hope that this time next year that you maybe find someone (hopefully he's taller, hopefully a himbo lmao) After all this I just have 3 things to say. 1. Keep growing further into yourself. Don't shrink down or minimize yourself for others. We've done too much of that already. 2. Don't worry so much about the future, everything is gonna work out as intended. No need to sit there, white knuckling the steering wheel. Its driving itself. 3. Buy a bottle of Red wine and have a glass for me. That's all I got to say, I love you and I hope all is well at your big age <3 Bean