A letter from Sep 14, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Tonight i watched mary poppins and i cried, i didnt cry because thats my default reaction to all movies , i cried because she said the adults always forget the wonderful and joyous moments of childhood. i thought i was mature and had come to terms with the fact that everything comes to an end and life goes on, but here i am, about to write my first IGCSE paper, looking for universities, looking for my future as i reminise on the time in year 2 in mrs lakanus class and dreading the fact that im going to forget it. growing up is scary its also hard i always knew this but i never thought id feel the fear, im going to be an adult im going to see my parents leave before me and ill have to go on and i dont know how i will, i dont know if i can i dont know what to do ill be alone because no one will ever care for you as much as they do because no one esle lived for you bye