I hope this letter motivates u!

Dear FutureMe, It's ME, or should i say YOU from the past! I hope ur okay because I'm doing just fine. Have u started praying the 5 obligatory prayers consistently? Please dont tell me ur still lazy to pray! Make sure u read the quran, EVERY SINGLE DAY! Are u still wearing the hijab and dressing modestly ? If u are, Im very happpy to hear that ur still trying ur best to be a good muslim in the world that we live in nowadays! I hope u didnt forget about the things that made u who u are now! Do we still have the same goals, dreams or ambitions? Have u decided that u wanted to be something else other than a neurologist, radiologist, forensic scientist or criminologist? Is our relationship with our parents any better than what it is now? Do u feel like giving up on life? Do u feel like running away from ur problems woud solve everything? Do u want to end ur life? If u asked me on wether i wanted to suicide I would say YES immediately! i wonder if ur feeling the same because NOBODY CARES! SHUT UPPPP LAIQA, STOP CRYING EVERY MINUTE U DUMBASS, GET UR *** UP AND DO WHAT U WANT TO DO CUZ LIFE IS SHORT, SO JUST SMILE AND MOVE ON, its fine whenever u feel like giving up PRAY TO ALLAH (swt) , Allah (swt) will take care of ur problems! Do our parents allow us to finally go out alone and hangout with our friends? Do u have ur own phone? Do u have any health problems or mental problems? Have u changed schools? Have u stopped going to madrasah? and finally ALWAYS REMEMBER UR YOU AND NO ONE IS PERFECT SO U DONT HAVE TO BE SOMEONE WHO UR NOT TO PLEASE SOMEBODY ELSE, AND SOMEONE IS GOING TO ALWAYS HATE U FOR EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING, so stop trying to please everybody. Always be kind and make duaa for others and try ur best to help someone in need! Make sure u try ur best to achieve ur goals! Repent to Allah (swt) on ur sins now itself, cuz there have been signs that the Day of Judgement is coming soon!