A letter from Dec 20, 2022 -S

Dear S, We're on our session in dnd! isn't it exciting planning for Gesa? currently we're SUPER hating on Val, how's that going for us now? we met new people, new friends, all of them so precious to us and I hope we treat them right. It's the last yeaf of highschool, did we get into college, did we found a job, god I'm so ******* excited. I wonder if we'll meet slapek and I hope we get better I'm sick right now, probably because I haven't eaten, I'm dizzy and lightheaded, I'm not sure why but I've been feeling depressed lately, I tried convincing myself that it's nothing but thinking about the future and our fate after ***** really got to me. Please eat soon and exercise more, I hope we do, I want to live and live well, everything just feel so ****** up and I can't feel to cry about it. It sucks, we didn't take care of our laptop that much and it's actually so bad, the moment we got it, it actually shuts in blue screen, but now it's fixed yet slow, we'll manage. Something's wrong with our expensive camera but we can't fix it yet with our current economic situation, on the 22nd we'll have that yearbook photoshoot and I just hope that it went according to plan. I love my mom so much, all the sacrifices she made, but also so pressured to do things she never could have done and I really, really wish that we could do, at least for our children. Yes, I still love and want children, a loving family, a stable short job to help out husband....or wife get a living, I wonder if we ever got a lover? girlfriend or boyfriend? I wish we treat them right and they do too!! We're currently reading a lot of manhwas, I love them, I always like to pick completed ones because I always doubt I'll even read back on ongoing books, I hope they finish soon. I'm currently having a headache and very aphatetic, I'm not sure if it's the stress or depression, but hopefully we get better after dinner, byee love you. kiss, kiss, kiss hug, hug, hug -S