A letter from Sep 10, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I hope that a year from now you actually stood on business on not letting, him or, anyone ruin you and abuse you ever again. I hope you have finally found some grain of willingness to live with a purpose. You probably finished your CMA by now and I want to tell you I am beyond relived that you are staying committed to bettering and expanding your future. I know that we relapsed a few weeks ago but I hope you don't carry that guilt anymore and remember you went through the pain, feel your pain so you can work through it and move forward. You deserve so much more than what you allow yourself to get. I hope you have found some better outlets. The relapse was not your fault but here's to hopefully a year of being self harm free again. Here's to being confident in yourself and what you do.