A letter from Sep 09, 2024

Dear FutureMe, About 2 years ago, you thought you had something to write so memorable or whatever and you wrote but it wasn’t heartfelt, now lemme give you the kick, when my future self is reads this, I want you to remember that it’s so tough right now it’s wayyyyyyyy tough than you remember, remember how you flinched not to get hit, remember how you wanted to run away and remember how ******* yourself was all you thought about, Ruth I really hope you paid that 5k without your mom bugging, I really hope nothing happens and I really hope you didn’t lose your mind, but this letter is an evidence that things change and it will pass, it will always pass. Most importantly I really hope you’re still not in Ethiopia. Remember Jesus was the only one that was there for you, nobody else but him.