A letter from Sep 09, 2024

To Z, from R #1 I'm missing you so much. Do you also think of me whenever you're alive and awake while I'm asleep? Do you also imagine us being together? Do you also talk to your friends about me? Just right now, my best friend messaged me and I hoped it was you. Do you also experience this too? Cuz there's a big side of me that wants you to feel that too. I remember hearing 'Casual' by Chappell Roan for the first time and that was also the first time that I realized that we are casual. None of it had any meaning. I wish it had.