A letter from September 4th, 2024

Time Travelled — about 1 year

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe,
I felt bad about how I acted these past few weeks, I always try not to feel things or situations when I am with other people and then pour it all into my boyfriend. I don't know what to do anymore, even though I am trying my best not to get mad at my boyfriend, I just cannot help it, it was like a bomb ready to explode, and if I do not let it out it will surely explode inside my hide and then I’ll end up harming myself.  But how could I be so selfish to hurt my boyfriend just not to hurt myself? I think I need help. 
From now on, I hope I can keep everything within me, I don't want to hurt anyone, especially my man.    I am so tired of getting mad every time but how would I stop feeling things when this is all I got from my parent? 

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