A letter from September 2nd, 2024

Dear FutureMe,you probably forgot you even wrote this like bokra aslan aw haga bs hwa 3amatan ana fa don't worry ya3ni ,I know how you feel about this day and how pressuring it feels everytime you remember it. I know how sad and lonely you feel this day from the lack of enthusiasm people give and from Ur hurting pride that always lifted theirs.I am writing to you to know that don't give a **** about those people cause they are mostly just self-absorbed and mean and I am so proud of what you're doing and what you have become and isa you will always become better and never worse.I want you to look at how much progress have you reached, from getting stars you never guessed you would achieve to hopefully being in one of Ur dream colleges doing the major you love 💕 remember how far you have come with your relationship with Allah and how he never left you alone for a sewahs I can't even see what I am writing bro. anyways just hold onto that thout and always become better for Allah, always remember to write Ur journal and share Ur experiences with Ur future self or daughter and don't wait for someone to bring happiness for u, don't wait for someone to celebrate Ur birthday cause **** them tbh do whatever makes you happy cause I know for a fact you don't care aboyt a story or a present but u just feel lonely for seeing all those people with parties and friends that you feel like you have to do what they are doing to but it's really just okay to do Ur own thing sometimes and be happy about it while doing it that you don't have to post it to validate those feelings 💕❤️BHBKK BYEE BBEEESS BE HAPPY🥳🥳💕💕HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVEE❤️💕🥳🥳🤘n the whole world turned against you and he fixed all of those problems without making you feel any type of pressure, remember how you started praying when it felt impossible to even make a dua every once in a while, remember how you read more quran and do more sunnahs now that what you used to do, remember how you dress much more modestly now when you thought you could never feel alive or beautiful by being that much covered, remember how mature you became and how more sensible you are than most of people Ur age.remember that even when no one valued Ur happiness or sadness you always cared to make things better for urself and never waited for someone to do it for you cause you know most of them don't even do it genuinely.I am so so so proud of how far you become w