A letter from Aug 30, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Today is the last day of jumpstart and this letter is to the person who I want to be. I want to meet more of the people who are like me, the sorta weird neurotics who hopefully have something interesting to say and who are ambitious and who can’t get that one math problem from several months ago out of their minds. You better have finished that **** novel, I think this place will be better for that, but you better not abandon it after all the work i’ve done. And I hope that you’re a version of me whose more actualized, whose figured out what’s actually going on in your mind and what you actually want, as opposed to just the language to be funny about it. I guess you don’t need to, you have more time. I hope the whole double honours thing works out, I sorta see this year as a test of whether I really have it. So hopefully if I don’t, you do. I hope you’ll have stopped getting nauseous around campus, but I wonder if the surreal, sorta floaty feeling will ever fully go away. You’ll have fun tho, it’ll all come true, you’ll be exactly who I want you to be, and you will definitely write back to me wondering how I had it all figured out