A letter from Aug 29, 2024

hello. as u can see, im writing this on august 29th. and that can only mean one thing: ur 21st bday was not going well. no recap of that day for u, but here if u insist: 1. aside from ur family and their friends, only 3 people who greeted u: cyntia, aby, and vanessa. remember, u're not a nice person. u never were. SO, just focus on urself and the people who truly care now. dont feel guilty about whatever u do later. always think and ask urself before doing something nice. dont mess up what u have now. anyway, dont be too attached, specially to them. ur attachment issues are already bad enough, u know that right? decline them as much as u can. dont let them near u. im sorry if this letter was too depressing. but 20 was rough. u've literally been depressed since a month ago. u wrote this letter while thinking about when and where u should make a counseling appointment. u were struggling so hard writing ur thesis proposal. and i truly hope by the time u're reading this letter, u'll have finished ur thesis defense. i hope u're happier now. - 21