A letter from Aug 27, 2024

Dear self, Nothing is okay. Everything hurts, even the positive memories with him pains me. I didn't know what I did to deserve this feeling. I only loved a man so much and he just ended up cheating on me, thrice, or even more- with the times I have no idea of the infidelity. It hurts now. It has been, for 3 months. Amidst all the suffering, I still choose to love him. I love him. I'm writing this letter to ask you how you're feeling, 1 year from now? Did we make it? Did we reconcile? Did we reconnect? Will all these pain be worth it? ;