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Dear FutureMe, have we figured everything out yet? are we still dating her? idk why im writing this but atm **** aint the best rn. js been heavy overthinking lately n idk why. hopefully since we start therapy in 2 days, we'll be better. i want to be better. i have so many regrets. i want to be better for her. i love her so much. she means more to me than literally anything. she is my world. i want to be better for her and for myself. ik we're still a kid but i genuinely see her n i going a long way and lasting a long time. we js had our 2 months like 2 weeks ago. that was awesome. she loved all the gifts we got her. god man i love her so much. please dont **** everything up with her. please dont **** everything up with your life. you got your whole life ahead of you man. dont screw everything up at 16. yeah be a kid but dont do stupid **** like you have been doing. for her, for ourselves, and for our family. seriously. be done with all the stupid ****. when we start therapy things will start to get better, i hope. im gonna send this for 1 year into the future. hopefully by then we've figured some stuff out and things are better in our life. hopefully we're still dating her. god i love her so much. dont hurt her bro. dont take her for granted. like seriously. she is the best thing that has ever happened to me atm. she is the light in these dark times. dont lose her. anyways, thats it man. get your **** together. please bro. for everyone in your life you need to get it together. lock in. love you bro. see ya soon