A letter from Aug 26, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Not one of your current friends will care or be thinking about you. I guess it's just the progression of friendship, but honestly, most of them are just lying when they say they're there for you lol (I should've gotten used to this but it hurts me more and more every time I go through it). One of them just kind of pretends you're not there and you don't even know why. All of the classes you take bore you to ***** and sometimes all of the things you like also bore you to *****. It's always a weird feeling to get one of these letters; I guess it is good to look back and see how much progress you've done but I never really see progress, just regression. Or more like a downward spiral. I could muse about your relationship with your boyfriend or how lonely you've felt or how empty you've felt in what you study but what's the point? I'm just gonna do the same next year anyways. Why do I still do these