A letter from Aug 22 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hey isabelley it's me again God past me made me cry actually last few years make me cry I tried to **** myself 3 time s from 15 untill 16 and when I got little bit better my best friend **** himself god that so weird? My best friend ****** himself took his own life I have no done any better and I told everyone about my rape God was hard amd he **** himself too what a Coward so yea life is hard so hard I don't want to die I WANT TO LIFE I WANT A LIFE OF MY OWN I WANT TO BE HAPPY! I may lost a lot my mind is destroyed I broken but I want to take gold melt it amd put Piece back to together! Let my Cracks Shine glow like God because it is! I may lost my faith my beliefs but I CAN'T DOE I WON'T DIE I AM DRAGON I am child that always want to know why met what it is how to be human I child of God's of demon of dragon I been raised as to believe to fight I will grow as person more! I WANT NOBODY see I what cut my past remember it but God let it ******* go let me cry sea until I don't have to cry amd stand up walk away I pray you better then the me writing this at least we made it to 18 we didn't die by our own hands and WE WON'T EVER AGAIN NEVER die by our hands and I hope you find love of you life the one that most beautiful the one that dies for ***his*** lady if not God's may demons keep you Company and safe I hope demons tell you all Secrets but you isabelley will never again keep secrets but learn how to use you mouth and Silence as weapon don't Rely on anymore winter is coming and don't die in frozen move around make winter to spring get out Cage I sick of the room I proud of you