A letter from Aug 26, 2024

Dear Future Me, Today is our 24th birthday. Time flies and I feel like I can't keep up. You did great things last year. You survived the most stressful year of medical school and its horrible exams. You graduated and fought to do your internship year at JUH. Currently, you're in the gynecology and obstetrics rotation. Your social network is getting wider, and you are learning how to be more open with people and how to help those around you. I want to continue our journey with peace and love and not feel anxious or stressed about the unknown. I want to be free, and I will be. Next year at this time, a very important decision will be made, and the career that I will spend my entire life working on will be chosen. I am proud of you regardless of the results. Don't blame yourself for things you can't control and don't get your value from other people's opinions don't let them determine your worth don't let them be your reflection just do what needs to be done and always stand by yourself. I will prepare myself for the worst-case scenario as usual, not because I am pessimistic, but because I don't want to get hurt. I hope you're celebrating our success. I hope you're happy and comfortable with what Allah chose for us. We haven't found our soulmate yet wish I could find him soon….. But always remember don't attach yourself to anyone who gives you the least bit of attention because you are lonely.