A letter from Aug 21, 2024

Dear FutureMe, hey. guess how bad things are right now. it wont seem like a big deal soon but whatever it is that i feel right now, if sucks. doesn't it suck that i can't cry cause then I'm an attention seeker. i can't write in my journal because then mom will read it and blow things out of proportion. i just seriously feel so kind of. i don't even know anymore. my brain feels like its covered in sometime fuzzy and uncomfortable. it's like im constantly underwater.