A letter from Aug 21, 2024

a letter to my daughter, Everything I do is for you. I’m starting school soon, even though I'm terrified to fail again. I work when I can, even if that means I have to leave you sometimes. I deal with your dad even though he makes me so unhappy. I just want you to have a relationship with him, even though it started out rocky. I'm not like a lot of people my age, which hurts sometimes, although I never regret you. I struggle to try and give you everything, but I can't do that while also being present, so for now I just give you me. I will never feel like I'm doing enough, which ***** me because you deserve the world, the moon, and the stars. I will forever try for you, my love. I will love you and do anything for you until my last breath. I just hope you think I am enough.