A letter from Aug 21, 2024

Dear FutureMe, how are ya, cutie? I bet you forgot about me huh? Your about to be 22. A whole year of being able to drink. I wonder if we ended up liking it. I guess I'll find out in a few days. How's Wyatt? Cute as ever? I hope we are still with him. <3 he is just the sweetest. It would also mean he would be our longest relationship. I hope he is feeling more confident in himself after more than a year of us loving and supporting him. I want the absolute best for him. Dose he still call us a giggly *****? I secretly hope he never tires of that. Of us. Treat him well. If things didn't end well and we are no longer with him, remember that life moves on. Maybe send him a text to check up on him. For me, please. Anyways, did we ever start T? Dose our voice sound cool? I bet we look so ***. XD Get any cool tattoos or piercings? Maybe winnie the pooh? Have you come out as trans to the rest of our family? I hope they took it better than mom or even Quinton did. I know they mean well but it feels like he doesn't believe me and mom just doesn't like change. She wanted a girl so badly after having so many boys. Sorry to disappoint but its my life. You at least got 20 years of haveing a daughter. Honestly I hold some resentment. She never let me express myself as a kid. I never could explore who I was. She feared that I might be trans and thought it was ridiculous for a girl to want short hair and boy clothes.(they can.) I was in denial. After years of reassuring her I believed myself. I never truly felt at home in my body. Something always felt off. I was obsessed with being like the other boys in my family and wanted to be included in there circle. Never knew why till now. Anyways that enough of that. I have to head to bed. Hope life has been great this past year. Love ya <3