A letter from Aug 20, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hey girl. i am lying on the couch with a bean bag on my back - got a Fibro flare, i hope you got your *** to gym and that you love it and are eating well and trying to drink more water - coffee doesnt count and you know that! I really hope that the fibro is manageable or at a place that it doesnt bother you as much. Today, 20 August 2024, is 18 days away from your and Nihans wedding!! just a few things left to sort out! absolutely cannot wait for the wedding i think it is going to be the most magical day, i really hope you had the best time and that you felt like a princess and that you didnt let any small stupid things bother you! i also hope the honey moon was magical and that you and Nihan spent alot of quality time together and didnt argue over stupid crap. So im still stuck at AT, doesnt suck as much at the moment, but all i do is prep,prep and more prep. i truly hope that you are in a better work environment and that you have looked into courses on python and possibly doing your masters! if you are still stuck at AT, i know the Lord has his plan, i hope he gives me an answer or direction soon but im trying to be patient as i know his plans are better than any of ours. im not even going to ask if you and Nihan are still together as i know you two are in it for the long run and that whatever comes your way is great and filled with love and growth. its 18 days till your first wedding aniversary. WEDDING!! still cant believe we are getting marrrried! you have enough time to plan an amazing suprise for Nihan if you have not already <3 Hows Mielie doing? i hope you have moved out of mould central and have painted at least one room the colour you want! if you do have a new spot, maybe its time to think about getting a dog? i know you probably still miss Rox as much as i do right now, bless her gorgeous soul anyway, if you havnt started gyming again or stuck to it, please try to start again x