A letter from Aug 19, 2024

I wrote this to clear things I did not tell you but I don't want to cause distraction and distress from you and the new people around you, so I will just write a letter that you would receive on 2026. I want to start telling you details we can't talk about anymore. We used to yap around eachother alot, we did not even care of how we looked like, we can be goofy around eachother but it ended. As a gift to myself, I would get a tatto related to the show you watched for me. That show is my favourite of all, yk that. I loved it so much that I will get a tattoo from it. I also want to get another one, we both talked about if we will get tattoos they will be small ones. I will get two, I just want you to know that for some reason. The year we broke up, we talked to another person but while doing so we still think about eachother. Yes, I still think about you by the time I am writing this but I can't disturb your peace, it looks like you have a company to keep you distracted from me anyways. We both thought forever was meant for us. However, we were probably wrong or it's the time that's wrong. Nothing really went wrong except for how we handled things. I really believe my soul is tied to yours, you're my soulmate. By the time you received this, it has been years. I just want you to know that you're not the only one who regretted things, suffered, and got hurt so much. Being away from you after the things we went through together, the memories we created, plus the things and time we both shared. All of those meant everything for me. The gifts, happiness, support and love you gave me was everything. I will miss my kids that is in your care, take care of them please. I probably won't see them for a long time or maybe never again. I really appreciated everything, please remember you were enough. It's just that there were things that we both did not handle with care, it's because we were so similar in someways, sometimes we let our pride get between us and it would cause a fight. Thinking of how we grew with eachother but suddenly losing eachother hurts. By the time I am writing this, just know that I am always watching from afar, supporting whatever you do. You watched MY SHOW for me, that really meant a lot, so I want you to remember that line, "always and forever" I'll be here. I watched you grow, I made you the man you are, lovely and delicate who deserves everything good. By now you're 18 :) Happy Happy Birthday, first LOVE. Don't worry, once you see this we probably both moved on and just think of eachother as a happiness we once had. Sadly, "Jadelaide Maure" and "Nauxa Kieston"(our children from that game) would never come to life. If you will have kids, think of those as an option. Love, yk who