A letter from Aug 18, 2024

Dear FutureMe, You got into med school.. but at the expense of attending grad school. 2024 you really wanted to study clinical psychology. You prayed so hard and even wished... for someone to do something but alas... as always, what they want is what goes through. Med school is extremely difficult, I've only been in it for less than a week and I am already tired. I feel like I know nothing. I really started from 0. No matter what other people say, those students who take up traditional pre-med courses have an extreme advantage over the rest of us. Right now, I feel like I can't seem to think of anything good to say to you. The BLEPP results for psychometricians are not available yet. Hopefully, that would be something to cheer me up. If not, I don't know what I might do. It's a scary thought, you know? As always, I do hope that you're in a much better place than me. I hope you already figured out some stuff. Maybe improved in something. It's a long shot but I hope that you excel academically. I really hope you do. I know you're trying your best. It may not be enough to some, but that's what works for you. I miss just fleeting through life. Now this is what foreclosure feels like. I'm just scared at this point. It's only the start of med school so this is comparably more laidback than the upcoming weeks. I don't know who to talk to. Not that I think I want to talk to anyone right now. I'm just so lost. Hopefully things are better on your end, BRYL