A letter from Aug 17, 2024

Dear FutureMe, It's August 17 in 2024, I am currently laying down on my bedroom, here at the same old spot, laying down at the edge of the bed is so comfortable, but sometimes it's also annoying because it's cold, right? sometimes we'd switch places with Mother, and sometimes Father falls asleep on our spot, or sometimes we wake up next to him in the morning. How's life? Did you end it sooner already? It's honestly such a waste, Daphne. Dying isn't the end, We're not that religious but we have so many stuff to experience, such as failing and completely fallen apart, but It's part of our life, right? We grow, we fail, we lose our spark, But it's okay, Because good things happen as you've made those process, Time is limited, We only get to experience these once in a lifetime, once in our life, twice, thrice, i don't know. Life is just beautiful and far too cruel to end it sooner just because of how the people treated you, Remember what Father said, You have Inferiority Complex and it's completely normal, the feel like you want to compare yourself to others who you think are having a good time in their life, But i wonder, Have you asked them their mistakes and biggest regrets, their grief in their life? Did you always think they were "that perfect" ? No. Everyone goes through something worst and worst until it improved their lifestyle. We quit Taekwondo, but it's okay Daphne. We learned alot from it, such as exercising and proper respect we couldn't give, We knew how to defend ourselves from situations that are necessary to use your fist, or your feet to kick. We regret it so much that we cried because we gave up Taekwondo after we got our Period, Why? Because you're turning into a woman now? ... .. . Just be yourself, It's okay to make mistakes in your life, Don't think about the past too much, no matter it is, I expect Daphne to be just Daphne. Don't change your body, dye your hair, change your name just because of something or somebody. It's not worth it. Your family loves and gives, provides you care and mostly LOVES you. No matter how many mistakes you've done or did to them, They will always consider you as their Sister, Daughter, Granddaughter, Aunt, Niece, Maybe a Grandma too? LOL! Please don't have any crushes or admiration yet, Lets focus on ourselves and maybe reward ourselves with Romance fictions later in our years, Yk what i mean? Just read GL MANHWA!!! We both know, You don't have any interest w Men... Also, Happy 14th Birthday, Daph. I hope you don't expect hbd replies from ur "friends" theyre nothing. Just part of your life.. Your family is the best. And please forget about Rin, did i mention her again? Lol im sorry.