A letter from Aug 16, 2024

Hi man. At the momente I'm writing this you are just peaking over a really hard moment. You lost your life partner of 15 years. You lost your home, even if you did not like that house so much. You lost your cat, and his ****** attitude. But you loved that cat all the same. You had to see the person who ruined all these things and did not want to fight for it 3 times a week at the office. And feel the pain of how they grew away from you day by day. But now after just a little over 5 months of struggle and pain you have found yourself a little more. You drink a lot less. You swim like a salmon! And you started watching your diet and exercising. You have discovered that you have emotions. Good ones and bad ones, that determine how you relate to yourself and your surroundings. You have learned to listen to those emotions and to analyze why they happen. You've made new friends. Solomon and Davide who both think you are an okay person. You've also become more social and less awkward. You have a clear goal at work and you are commited to achieve it. Anyway. You know the rest. Don't underestimate the power of these changes, don't downplay them as you always do. You did well man, and I'm proud of you. pxi